The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance
John Stuart Mill · en
I was very doubtful in my own mind of this; a horse of the Prime
Minister's was to run, and all the betting was on that side. Few had
seen 'Phosphor,' and those few, though keen admirers of the animal's
appearance, had little opportunity of judging its actual qualities,
thanks to the careful management of its two attendants, who were
dark-faced, reticent-looking men, somewhat after Amiel's character and
complexion. I myself was quite indifferent as to the result of the
contest. I did not really care whether 'Phosphor' lost or won the race.
I could afford to lose; and it would be little to me if I won, save a
momentary passing triumph. There was nothing lasting, intellectual or
honourable in the victory,--there _is_ nothing lasting, intellectual or
honourable in anything connected with racing. However, because it was
'fashionable' to be interested in this particular mode of wasting time
and money, I followed the general 'lead,' for the sake of 'being
talked about,' and nothing more. Meanwhile, Lucio, saying little to me
concerning it, was busy planning the betrothal-fête at Willowsmere, and
designing all sorts of 'surprise' entertainments for the guests. Eight
hundred invitations were sent out; and society soon began to chatter
volubly and excitedly on the probable magnificence of the forthcoming
festival. Eager acceptances poured in; only a few of those asked were
hindered from attending by illness, family deaths or previous
engagements, and among these latter, to my regret, was Mavis Clare. She
was going to the sea-coast to stay with some old friends, and in a
prettily-worded letter explained this, and expressed her thanks for my
invitation, though she found herself unable to accept it. How curious it
was that when I read her little note of refusal I should experience such
a keen sense of disappointment! She was nothing to me,--nothing but a
'literary' woman who, by strange chance, happened to be sweeter than
most women _un_literary; and yet I felt that the fête at Willowsmere
would lose something in brightness lacking her presence. I had wanted to
introduce her to Sibyl, as I knew I should thus give a special pleasure
to my betrothed,--however, it was not to be, and I was conscious of an
inexplicable personal vexation. In strict accordance with the promise
made, I let Rimânez have his own way entirely with regard to all the
arrangements for what was to be the _ne plus ultra_ of everything ever
designed for the distraction, amusement and wonderment of listless and
fastidious 'swagger' people, and I neither interfered, nor asked any
questions, content to rely on my friend's taste, imagination and
ingenuity. I only understood that all the plans were being carried out
by foreign artists and caterers,--and that no English firms would be
employed. I did venture once to inquire the reason of this, and got one
of Lucio's own enigmatical replies:--