The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance
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"So we shall be friends I daresay,--for a little while"--she
replied--"But the dove does not willingly consort with the raven, and
Mavis Clare's way of life and studious habits would be to me
insufferably dull. Besides, as I said before, she, as a clever woman and
a thinker, is too clear-sighted not to find me out in the course of
time. But I will play humbug as long as I can. If I perform the part of
'county lady' or 'patron,' of course she won't stand me for a moment. I
shall have to assume a much more difficult rôle,--that of an honest
woman!"
Again she laughed,--a cruel little laugh that chilled my blood, and
paced slowly into the house through the open windows of the
drawing-room. And I, left alone in the garden among the nodding roses
and waving trees, felt that the beautiful domain of Willowsmere had
suddenly grown hideous and bereft of all its former charm, and was
nothing but a haunted house of desolation,--haunted by an all-dominant
and ever victorious Spirit of Evil.
XXVIII
One of the strangest things in all the strange course of our human life
is the suddenness of certain unlooked-for events, which, in a day or
even an hour, may work utter devastation where there has been more or
less peace, and hopeless ruin where there has been comparative safety.
Like the shock of an earthquake, the clamorous incidents thunder in on
the regular routine of ordinary life, crumbling down our hopes, breaking
our hearts, and scattering our pleasures into the dust and ashes of
despair. And this kind of destructive trouble generally happens in the
midst of apparent prosperity, without the least warning, and with all
the abrupt fierceness of a desert-storm. It is constantly made manifest
to us in the unexpected and almost instantaneous downfall of certain
members of society who have held their heads proudly above their
compeers and have presumed to pose as examples of light and leading to
the whole community; we see it in the capricious fortunes of kings and
statesmen, who are in favour one day and disgraced the next, and vast
changes are wrought with such inexplicable quickness that it is scarcely
wonderful to hear of certain religious sects who, when everything is
prospering more than usually well with them, make haste to put on
garments of sackcloth, and cast ashes on their heads, praying aloud
"Prepare us, O Lord, for the evil days which are at hand!" The
moderation of the Stoics, who considered it impious either to rejoice or
grieve, and strove to maintain an equable middle course between the
opposing elements of sorrow and joy, without allowing themselves to be
led away by over-much delight or over-much melancholy, was surely a wise
habit of temperament. I, who lived miserably as far as my inner and
better consciousness was concerned, was yet outwardly satisfied with the
material things of life and the luxuries surrounding me,--and I began to
take comfort in these things, and with them endeavoured to quell and