The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance
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whose cool brows were never fevered by a touch of passion? Something
more than curiosity now impelled me to listen, and I cautiously advanced
a step or two towards the shadow of a broad elm where I could see
without being seen. Yes, there was Rimânez,--standing erect with folded
arms, his dark, sad, inscrutable eyes fixed on Mavis, who stood opposite
to him a few paces off, looking at him in her turn with an expression of
mingled fascination and fear.
"I have asked you Mavis Clare,"--said Lucio slowly--"to let me serve
you. You have genius--a rare quality in a woman,--and I would advance
your fortunes. I should not be what I am if I did not try to persuade
you to let me help on your career. You are not rich,--I could show you
how to become so. You have a great fame--that I grant; but you have many
enemies and slanderers who are for ever trying to pull you down from the
throne you have won. I could bring these to your feet, and make them
your slaves. With your intellectual power, your personal grace and gifts
of temperament, I could, if you would let me guide you, give you such
far-reaching influence as no woman has possessed in this century. I am
no boaster,--I can do what I say and more; and I ask nothing from you in
return except that you should follow my advice implicitly. My advice,
let me tell you is not difficult to follow; most people find it easy!"
His expression of face, I thought, was very singular as he spoke,--it
was so haggard, dreary and woe-begone that one might have imagined he
was making some proposal that was particularly repugnant to him, instead
of offering to perform the benevolent action of helping a hard-working
literary woman to achieve greater wealth and distinction. I waited
expectantly for Mavis to reply.
"You are very good, Prince Rimânez," she said, after a little pause--"to
take any thought for me at all. I cannot imagine why you should do so;
for I am really nothing to you. I have of course heard from Mr Tempest
of your great wealth and influence, and I have no doubt you mean kindly.
But I have never owed anything to any one,--no one has ever helped
me,--I have helped myself, and still prefer to do so. And really I have
nothing to wish for,--except--when the time comes--a happy death. It is
true I am not rich,--but then I do not want to be rich. I would not be
the possessor of wealth for all the world! To be surrounded with
sycophants and flatterers,--never to be able to distinguish false
friends from true,--to be loved for what you _have_ and not for what you
_are_!--oh no, it would be misery to me. And I have never craved for
power,--except perhaps the power to win love. And that I have,--many
people love my books, and through my books love me,--I feel their love,
though I may never see or know them personally. But I am so conscious of
their sympathy that I love them in return without the necessity of
personal acquaintance. They have hearts which respond to _my_
heart,--that is all the power I care about."