The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance
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"My good fellow, I ask no more than is asked and expected of a hundred
'society' husbands to-day. Consider!--your wife has been led away from
her soberer judgment and reasoning by an exalted and hysterical passion
for me on account of my looks,--not for myself at all--because she
really does not know _Me_,--she only sees me as I appear to be. The love
of handsome exterior personalities is a common delusion of the fair
sex--and passes in time like other women's diseases. No actual dishonour
or disgrace attaches to her or to you,--nothing has been seen, heard, or
done, _in public_. This being so, I can't understand what you are making
a fuss about. The great object of social life, you know, is to hide all
savage passions and domestic differences from the gaze of the vulgar
crowd. You can be as bad as you like in private--only God sees--and
that does not matter!"
His eyes had a mocking lustre in them,--twanging his mandoline, he sang
under his breath,
"If she be not fair for me
What care I how fair she be!"
"That is the true spirit, Geoffrey,"--he went on--"It sounds flippant to
you no doubt in your present tragic frame of mind,--but it is the only
way to treat women, in marriage or out of it. Before the world and
society, your wife is like Cæsar's, above suspicion. Only you and I
(we will leave God out) have been the witnesses of her attack of
hysteria ..."
"Hysteria, you call it! She loves you!" I said hotly--"And she has
always loved you. She confessed it,--and you admitted that you always
knew it!"
"I always knew she was hysterical--yes--if that is what you mean;"--he
answered--"The majority of women have no real feelings, no serious
emotions--except one--vanity. They do not know what a great love
means,--their chief desire is for conquest,--and failing in this, they
run up the gamut of baffled passion to the pitch of frenetic hysteria,
which with some becomes chronic. Lady Sibyl suffers in this way. Now
listen to me. I will go off to Paris or Moscow or Berlin at once,--after
what has happened, of course I cannot stay here,--and I give you my word
I will not intrude myself into your domestic circle again. In a few days
you will tide over this rupture, and learn the wisdom of supporting the
differences that occur in matrimony, with composure----"
"Impossible! I will not part with you!" I said vehemently--"Nor will I
live with her! Better the companionship of a true friend than that of a
false wife!"
He raised his eyebrows with a puzzled half humorous expression--then
shrugged his shoulders, as one who gives up a difficult argument.
Rising, he put aside his mandoline and came over to me, his tall
imposing figure casting a gigantic shadow in the brilliant moonbeams.