The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance
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"That the dead Egyptian dancer resembled your late wife?" he quietly
continued--"Yes,--I noticed it at once. But that should not affect you.
History repeats itself,--why should not lovely women repeat themselves?
Beauty always has its double somewhere, either in the past or future."
I said no more,--but next morning I was very ill,--so ill that I could
not rise from my bed, and passed the hours in restless moaning and
irritable pain that was not so much physical as mental. There was a
physician resident at the hotel at Luxor, and Lucio, always showing
himself particularly considerate for my personal comfort, sent for him
at once. He felt my pulse, shook his head, and after much dubious
pondering, advised my leaving Egypt immediately. I heard his mandate
given with a joy I could scarcely conceal. The yearning I had to get
quickly away from this 'land of the old gods' was intense and
feverish,--I loathed the vast and awful desert silences, where the
Sphinx frowns contempt on the puny littleness of mankind,--where the
opened tombs and coffins expose once more to the light of day, faces
that are the very semblances of those we ourselves have known and loved
in our time,--and where painted history tells us of just such things as
our modern newspapers chronicle, albeit in different form. Rimânez was
ready and willing to carry out the doctor's orders,--and arranged our
return to Cairo and from thence to Alexandria, with such expedition as
left me nothing to desire, and filled me with gratitude for his apparent
sympathy. In as short a time as abundance of cash could make possible,
we had rejoined 'The Flame,' and were _en route_, as I thought, for
France or England. We had not absolutely settled our destination, having
some idea of coasting along the Riviera,--but my old confidence in
Rimânez being now almost restored, I left this to him for decision,
sufficiently satisfied in myself that I had not been destined to leave
my bones in terror-haunted Egypt. And it was not till I had been about a
week or ten days on board, and had made good progress in the recovery of
my health, that the beginning of the end of this never-to-be-forgotten
voyage was foreshadowed to me in such terrific fashion as nearly plunged
me into the darkness of death,--or rather let me now say, (having
learned my bitter lesson thoroughly) into the fell brilliancy of that
Life beyond the tomb which we refuse to recognise or realize till we are
whirled into its glorious or awful vortex!