The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance
John Stuart Mill · en
"You are one of the world's 'fortunate' men,--" he went on, surveying me
straightly and pitilessly--"So at least this world judges you, because
you can buy its good-will. But the Forces that govern all worlds, do not
judge you by such a standard,--you cannot buy _their_ good-will, not
though all the Churches should offer to sell it you! They regard you as
you _are_, stripped soul-naked,--not as you _seem_! They behold in you
a shameless egoist, persistently engaged in defacing their divine Image
of Immortality,--and for that sin there is no excuse and no escape but
Punishment. Whosoever prefers Self to God, and in the arrogance of that
Self, presumes to doubt and deny God, invites another Power to compass
his destinies,--the power of Evil, made evil and kept evil by the
disobedience and wickedness of Man alone,--that power whom mortals call
Satan, Prince of Darkness,--but whom once the angels knew as Lucifer,
Prince of Light!" ... He broke off,--paused,--and his flaming regard
fell full upon me. "Do you know Me, ... now?"
I sat a rigid figure of fear, dumbly staring, ... was this man, for he
seemed man, mad that he should thus hint at a thing too wild and
terrible for speech?
"If you do not know Me,--if you do not feel in your convicted soul that
you are aware of Me,--it is because you will not know! Thus do I come
upon men, when they rejoice in their wilful self-blindness and
vanity!--thus do I become their constant companion, humouring them in
such vices as they best love!--thus do I take on the shape that pleases
_them_, and fit myself to their humours! _They_ make me what I am;--they
mould my very form to the fashion of their flitting time. Through all
their changing and repeating eras, they have found strange names and
titles for me,--and their creeds and churches have made a monster of
me,--as though imagination could compass any worse monster than the
Devil in Man!"
Frozen and mute I heard, ... the dead silence, and his resonant voice
vibrating through it, seemed more terrific than the wildest storm.