Had this been their first meeting he must have shrunk from Dering in
horror and repulsion.
But weeks of intimate companionship had shown him the real worth of the
young man’s nature, marred only by the jealous passion that had driven
him to crime. He knew that he was capable of noble things, understood
also that he was the victim of an undying remorse. His revenge had
recoiled upon himself, and the serpents of remorse were coiled in his
heart to sting him to death.
All this rushed over the mind of Dallas as he gazed at the pale,
handsome face and the somber, dark eyes, where the fires of remorse and
regret smoldered under the heavy lashes.
“You despise me!” exclaimed Ray Dering hoarsely. “Who can blame you? I,
for one, do not. I am even glad I told you, for it made me restless,
your kindness, when I knew I did not deserve it. I have sinned so
deeply against you that your goodness has heaped coals of fire upon my
head. I can only give you my miserable secrets, suspected by no one on
earth before, except Annette, and thank you before we part.”
He scarcely expected anything but reproof and desertion, and cowered
before the thought, for he had grown to love Dallas Bain, and coveted
his good opinion; but the manliness within him would not permit him to
claim it unworthily, so he bowed his head and waited sadly enough for
the end.
But into the mind of Dallas surged a great wave of pity.
Impulsively he held out his hand.
“I forgive you, my friend,” he said cordially.
“You call me your friend--you offer me your hand, Dallas Bain--after
what I have told you! Good heavens! I did not dream there was any man
so noble!” cried Ray Dering, choking with emotion as he received the
offered handclasp, adding: “I swear to you that this shall make a new
man of me. I will deserve this confidence by some great deed that will
condone the hateful past.”
Dallas Bain answered quietly:
“Your first step must be to control your jealous, fiery temper. He that
is ruler over his own spirit is greater than a king.”
“Ah, Dallas, I am cured of all that madness, believe me. My spirit
is crushed within me, and my remorse for the evil I have wrought is
almost greater than I can bear. Think of my poor little love, Annette,
unjustly accused and wounded, perhaps hating me in her heart, for
which, indeed, I could not blame her, but must agree that she is right.
Then, too, that poor fellow wounded unto death by my hand. Yet he never
did me any harm. What if he dies? I shall be a wretched murderer!”
“He will not die,” answered Dallas Bain.
“Not die! Thank the good God who has spared me that remorse! Then you
have heard from Gull Beach?”
“Not directly, but through the newspapers. Of course, a man as rich as
Royall Sherwood must get due attention from the press.”
“And I thank God again that he is going to get well.”
“Not well, Ray.”
“But you said so only a minute ago, didn’t you?” anxiously.
“I said he would not die.”
“But what did you mean, then?”