"I am going to write to you," he had said, with his blue eyes on her
face. "Please don't forbid me that pleasure; it will be a tremendous
help to me to be able to talk to you on paper. I may never come back,
you know; but if I do I shall come straight to you."
He had gone away wearing a photograph of her which Rose had given him;
that, and her friendly occasional letters, had proved the greatest
happiness during those days of war and horror and discomfort. And now
he was returning, with her photograph worn in a locket, and with her
letters, so frequently read that they tore where they were folded, tied
together with a piece of ribbon that once had adorned a box of
chocolates, and was faded and discoloured even as the package which it
secured.
He came to her, as he had said he would do, as soon as he arrived in the
Bay. He was shy, and a little uncertain of the welcome likely to be
accorded to him. The sudden cessation of her letters had damped his
hopes considerably.
She was walking in the garden when his taxi stopped at the gate. He
caught a glimpse of her through the mimosa trees, pacing the path slowly
with the dog, Regret, walking beside her, close to her, his nose
touching the hand which hung loosely at her side.
Sinclair dismissed his driver and opened the gate and advanced swiftly
along the path towards her. She saw him and stood still, flushed and
obviously nervous, waiting for him, while the dog bounded forward and
sniffed the newcomer inquisitively, and finally leapt upon him in
boisterous greeting. He patted the dog's head, pushed it aside, and
approached the woman, who remained still, watching him with eyes which
smiled their welcome. He took her outstretched hand and held it while
he looked long and steadily into the face which had lived in his memory
from the time when years ago he had met and loved her at the Zuurberg.
Outwardly she had changed little: life had scored far deeper impressions
on his face than on hers.
"So glad to see you back, George," she said, with a faint show of
embarrassment in her manner under his continued scrutiny. "So very glad
to see you safe and sound."
He approached his face a little nearer to hers, still retaining her
hand, which he held in a firm grip.
"May I kiss you?" he asked.
Instinctively she drew back, and then, as though regretting the impulse
which had moved her to refuse his request, lifted her face and allowed
him to kiss her lips. He dropped her hand then, and turned and walked
beside her towards the house.
"You can't think what it means to me," he said, "to be home again--and
with you. I've had you in my thoughts, dear, every day. Why did you
suddenly cease writing, Esme?"
"I don't know," she answered shyly, and ran up the steps on to the stoep
and entered the house through the drawing-room window.