For several minutes Jim Bainbridge ceased from his meditations and
coloured the air luridly with the variety and force of his expressions;
then he cooled down again, and fell once more into thought. This thing
had to be kept from his wife. The fewer the people in possession of the
uncomfortable facts the better for the present. There was no need to
confess to a cat in the bag until the brute mewed.
It wasn't his affair anyway.
Suddenly he remembered, with a distinct disinclination to face Esme in
the circumstances, that they were dining at the Sinclairs' that night.
It was a memorable occasion--the baby's first birthday. A nice sort of
birthday surprise he had up his sleeve!
"Blast the baby!" he muttered; and immediately felt ashamed of himself.
It was most assuredly none of the baby's fault.
The case, looked at from any point, looked at all the way round,
presented no possible solution to his mind. He had not liked the look
in Hallam's eyes when the latter walked out. He did not feel sure of
the man, of how he would act, what his purpose was. There was trouble
in the air; the atmosphere was heavy with it. He stared out of the
window. It was a bright sunny day, hot and clear; it ought to have been
thunder weather; and it was not: the thunder was all within--in the
minds of men, in Hallam's mind in particular. What was he going to do?
Bainbridge kicked the desk in front of him savagely, and got up and put
his coat on. If he sat there any longer he would be moved to do
something ridiculous. He would go out, walk along the Main Street, and
talk with any one he chanced to meet. He must get a grip on himself
before he faced Rose, or she would draw the whole thing out of him. And
Lord knew what would happen then! For her own sake he wanted to keep
his wife in ignorance of this wretched business until secrecy was no
longer possible.
"There's no sense in unfurling an umbrella before the rain falls," he
soliloquised. "There is always a chance that the cloud won't burst."
The abstraction of his manner at lunch that day excited general comment.
Rose jumped to the conclusion that business was worrying him, and
showed immediate concern for the family finances; and so exasperated him
that he left the house in a rage and went back to his office in an
irritable frame of mind.
"The old man's temper is getting a bit frayed at the edges," John
observed, with filial candour.
"Oh! daddy's all right," said Mary, "if you don't take his little moods
seriously. He is always excitable when he is going to a party."