He regretted having said that as soon as the words were spoken. What
right had he to reproach her for inconstancy? It was easy for him to
remain faithful in thought to the wife who had never given him a
moment's pain. She had suffered--he knew that she must have suffered a
great deal--on his account; but her love had remained unchanged through
all the disappointment and the weary years of waiting. He held the
foremost place in her heart. He was still her husband, to whom she had
given the best of her love. She did not withdraw her heart from him.
She wanted him, even as he wanted her: that assurance removed all doubt
from his mind as to what they ought to do. He meant to have her.
He fell to talking quietly and reasonably about the situation. It was
useless to indulge in recrimination and self-reproach: they must take a
common-sense view of their case and make the best of the difficulties.
These were not insoluble after all.
He was still talking, while Esme listened to him with an air of anxious
attention, when Jim Bainbridge walked in. From the clerk he had learned
of the presence of his sister-in-law and of the stranger who had visited
him on the previous day. The cat was out of the bag now for good or
ill: the business of keeping Paul Hallam's return secret had ceased to
be any affair of his. He had wanted to biff the fellow out of it; had
trusted that Hallam would see the inexpediency of his resuscitation
stunt and clear off before the news of his return got about. And here
they were, together--in his office! He was jolly well in the soup this
time.
He came in looking harassed and startled, and stood inside the door,
surveying them in a sort of worried amazement. The appearance of his
sister-in-law shocked him. She looked as if she had been mixed up in
the brawling in the streets; as if she had been rolled in the dust and
badly hurt. His eyes met hers, and read reproach in them as she got up
from his chair and came towards him.
"Jim, why didn't you tell me this last night?" she said.
"I wouldn't have told you, ever, if I'd had my way," he answered, with
the sulky manner of a man receiving an unmerited rebuke. "How did you
come to find one another? If those blasted niggers hadn't started
raising Cain over the arrest of their blackguardly leader, I'd have been
in my place here. Something always happens when I'm not on the spot.
Well, you've settled what you're going to do, I suppose? It's your show
anyhow."
The telephone bell rang at that moment and interrupted the train of his
ideas. He seated himself before his desk and took up the receiver. His
face was a study in expressions while he listened.
"Hullo! ... Yes. She's here all right..."
"It's George speaking," he looked up to remark for the general
information.