Why, in the name of reason, had he not been shot in France and thus saved this refinement of torture? It would have spared Esme unnecessary suffering also. It seemed monstrous that through his love for her he should hurt her, that by their marriage they should have all unconsciously injured one another grievously. Wherever she might be, however happy she was in her love for Paul and for her child, always there must linger in her mind a regret when she thought of him alone with his memories of his brief happiness and his enduring sorrow. "Don't reproach yourself," he said, once, looking up in response to something she said in self-condemnation, and meeting her saddened eyes fully. "The trouble is none of your making. I don't see that you are to blame anyway. I worried you into it. You know,"--he leaned towards her and took hold of her hands where they lay along the table,--"I can't regret our marriage, Esme. It's been a wonderful time. It's something to remember when--when I've nothing else left of you. If it wasn't that I know you love Paul better than ever you loved me, I'd not give you up. But the law and your happiness are both on one side. I'm out of the picture altogether." She made no reply. She felt that it would not be kindness to urge on him then how much she cared for him. She loved him, not as she loved Paul, but with a strong and tender affection that would keep his memory warm and vivid in her thoughts always. "I shall never forget you--the sweetness and the dearness of you," he added. "It's a big blow, Esme, to be forced apart now. Dear, I don't know how I'll stand it... No matter; we won't think of that part of it. One gets used to most things, I imagine." He was silent again for a while. He had released her hands and returned to his former attitude, and to his action of beating one hand upon the other. Esme watched him, biting her lip to stop its trembling, and with difficulty holding back her tears. What could she do, what could she say, in face of this misery which she was powerless to avert? Presently she rose from her seat, and went to him, and kneeled on the carpet beside him, and put her hands over his hands to quiet their painful movement. "George," she said softly, "it stabs me to the heart to see you grieve so. What can I say? You've been so good to me. I love you for your goodness. I'll remember you with gratitude every day--every hour of every day, so long as I live. My dear boy! my dear boy! I can't bear it when you look so sad." She was sobbing now, sobbing and choking with emotion. He took her face between his hands and smiled at her, with a smile that was infinitely sadder than tears, and bent forward and kissed her gently. "Poor, weary little woman!" he said. "That white face, with its tired eyes, ought to be on the pillow. Come upstairs, and let me take a look at the baby before I go."