"Though it is three years ago, every detail of that interview is still
fresh in my mind. He thanked me first for my indulgence in consenting
to receive him incognito. I would agree, he said, when I had learned
the object of his visit, that it were better he should remain unknown.
He asked me to think of him simply as 'Mr. B.'
"He went on to say that through mutual friends he had learned of my
difficult situation, and had been much moved thereby. It was the
hardest case he had ever heard of, he said, and I had his sincerest
sympathy. I was too desperate in my mind to even pretend to be
indignant at the intrusion of a stranger into my affairs. Indeed I
found his sympathy comforting. I hadn't received much. Most people
had acted as if my misfortunes were due to my own fault. He soothed me
like a nice old uncle.
"He said he was a very rich man, so rich in fact, that his money made
him uneasy. He didn't want to die with it, he said, and he was looking
around for some honorable way of getting rid of it. He used that very
word, 'honorable'; it made me smile. He said it was easier to make a
fortune than to get rid of it.
"Fancy how my heart began to beat at this. When one is desperate one
cannot be particular. I could scarcely believe my ears. It seemed
like the miracle I had been hoping for--like an answer to my prayer.
He said that the more popular forms of philanthropy, such as colleges,
hospitals, libraries, etc., were distasteful to him, as smacking too
much of ostentation and publicity. He wanted to make his distribution
in secret.
"'Everybody looks after the poor,' he said, 'and nobody thinks of the
rich when they are overtaken by misfortune. They are the worthiest
objects of help, and I intend to devote myself to the relief of the
impoverished rich. You are my first case. Will a thousand dollars a
week be sufficient?'
"I thought I was dreaming. I managed to stammer out a question about
what conditions were attached to the loan or gift.
"'No conditions! No conditions!' he said,--'that is only one
condition; that you will preserve absolute secrecy concerning it.'
"I promised of course. I scarcely knew what I was saying. I thought
perhaps he was harmlessly insane. I certainly never expected anything
to come of it. But when he had gone I found on the table a little
packet containing a thousand dollars in bills.
"I still thought I had been visited by an amiable lunatic. I used the
money to pay some of my most pressing obligations. I discharged the
insolent servants, and got others. I didn't expect to hear from him
again.
"But one week from that day a messenger boy brought me a packet
containing a similar sum, and it has been coming ever since with
absolute regularity.