The trap : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 8 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The trap : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 8
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But she was blushing. Evidently the Wheelers were in the next room.
Could easily be brought in to state their needs. She wanted to keep them
to herself. Be all in all to their stranded helplessness. And when a
moment later a maid announced Dr. Densley, she made at once for the
door, where she was held up for a moment by his entry, and so escaped
back to the tremendous consultation.
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Dr. Densley, hands outstretched, had made his smiling rush down the room
and taken her lightly by the shoulders when the door opened to admit
Michael. Summoning Densley from the hearthrug to the bright central
light, she introduced them. They stood in a strange little silence.
Densley, robbed of his usual soft-voiced flow of words and laughter by
the spectacle of Michael, of whom he had heard so much, was taking a
moment for contemplation, sure no doubt that she, like all the women of
his world, would immediately emit suitable remarks. She ignored the
obligation, flouted a suddenly realised desire to please him by filling
up the measure of his large admiration, for the sake of watching these
two old friends for the first time confronted.
It made them strangers to herself, people seen for the first time.
Divested of their relationship to her they were at once diminished and
enlarged. Large and separate, each set in the stream of his own life.
And small; small figures in a moving crowd.
It was Michael who broke the silence, announcing with stern shyness and
courteously bent head that the profession of medicine was arduous and at
the same time most fascinating. Miriam saw the other man, as he stood
listening with a dawning smile to the slow stately English, read
Michael’s gentle spirit and hand him on the spot a protective affection.
They stood talking. Michael bowing to punctuate his phrases but with a
pleased smile shining behind his pale features, ready to emerge when the
gravity he thought fitting to the occasion should have had its due.
Densley, below a brow grave and thoughtful as Michael’s but without its
sadness, smiled his smile that was laughter, the laughter of his
everlasting enchantment.
She left them to spy from the landing for any sign of the arrival of the
Taylors. The silent empty hall brought her a vision of Dora, hurrying
home to dress, meeting a friend on an island in the midst of traffic,
one of those encounters that occur whenever one is in a hurry, and to
which Dora would give herself as if space and time had no existence.
The gong rang out and residents became audible descending from the upper
rooms.
She went back to summon the men and warn Densley that he had committed
himself to a meal prepared in honour of the Taylors, without meat. Also
that he would hear from Mrs. Taylor all about the medical profession.
His to-and-fro gust of laughter left him open-mouthed like a mask of
Comedy, silently gazing at her his assurance of his readiness for all
her friends might do.