“These speculations,” he announced to the group Miriam rejoiced to see
not only arrested by the inevitable topic but charmed by his gentleness,
feeling the pull of him in their midst, “are most-interesting. There are
it is sure in these matters no absolute certainties, but what is sure
is, that the realisation of this idea would be, not advance, but
retrogression.”
“Hear, hear,” said Densley, in his smoothest girlish falsetto.
As they all went down Fleet Street on their way to the Lycurgan meeting,
Miriam wondered whether she would be asked to resign from the club. But
much more pressing than this question was the feeling that her party
had, in bringing together three of her worlds, shown her more clearly
than she had known it before, that there was no place for her in either
one of them. So clearly that she now wished it could end and leave her
to go to the meeting alone.
There was in Lycurgan meetings some sort of reality, either coming from
the platform or more often from irrelevant things rising in her own mind
as she sat surrounded by so many speculative minds.
But to-night she would not reach unconsciousness of her surroundings.
And the ideas coming from the platform would be severely tested by these
alien presences. Already in advance, these ideas looked like a mere
caprice of her leisure hours, a more or less congenial background of
thought upon which presently might emerge a sudden enlargement of her
own life. More and more lately they had been growing to mean things
shared with Hypo, bright with life because they were his, and for the
same reason suspect, suspect because of his unrivalled expressiveness, a
faculty that might be turned with equal conviction in a quite opposite
direction.
And once they were in the hall and she was sitting with the serene
worlds of Michael and Densley and the Taylors close to her, the urgency
of all the Lycurgans stood for grew immediately less. This world of
clear ideas summoning mankind to follow like an army, seemed again, as
when she had first met it, to contain a trick, to be too clear, too
hard, too logical to embrace the rich fabric of life. She experimented
in unthinking it; and a silence fell on many of the flagrant cruelties
of civilisation. They lost their voice. Their only educated, instructed
voice. The Lycurgans were a league to arrest cruelties. But a cold,
cynical, jesting league, cold and hard as thought, cynical as paganism
and cultivating a wit that left mankind small and bleak, in a darkness
where there was no hope but in intelligent scheming. Even the women. The
Lycurgan women were all either as hopelessly logical as men, or
methodically pink. And the men; the everlasting prize-fight, the perfect
unsociability underlying their cold ideas. Except for one or two. And
they were idealists, blind with the illusion that humanity moves with
one accord.