Yet the free-lovers dancing there seemed both sadness and mockery.
Dancing is shimmer. Satin and silk and white slippers. Rooms white and
gold. Massed flowers. Rapt faces to whom problems and socialism are
unknown. Youth, and an audience of elderly parents and friends. It seems
mockery for these people with their brains full of ideas and their
bodies decked in protests, to dance. Dancing brings an endlessness in
which nothing matters but to go on dancing—in a room, till the walls
disappear—in the open, till the sky, moving as you dance, seems to
cleave and let you through.
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People from South Place, gravely circling.
“That’s not dancing, it’s the Ethical Movement.”
Shaw. The darling. Religiously enduring. Coming to Lycurgan gatherings
as others go to church.
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The ring, made by those who remained, extended when their linked hands
were stretched at arm’s length, all the way round the large room. These
people were part of the crowd that had stood shouting the refrains of
the folk-songs led by the woman on the estrade with the determined
voice. Seen thus they had seemed threatening, inhuman; and _édition de
luxe_ of the noisy elements in a street crowd. And more threatening,
because they were driven by ideas. The massed effect of djibbêhs and
tweeds and dress-suits, bellowing, was of a wilful culture banded
together in defiance of a world it could not see.
But now, standing ringed round the room with linked hands they were
charming. Innocent; children linked for a game, dependent on each other.
In the midst of them, somehow in the centre to which all their faces
were turned, was something beyond the reach of socialism. It sounded
even in the dismal notes of _Auld Lang Syne_ with its suggestion of
mournful survival from a golden past. To stand thus linked and singing
was to lose the weight of individuality and keep its essence, its queer
power of being one with every one alive.
But it was also embarrassing. Made an embarrassment that everyone had to
share. For the thread of song was stronger than anyone there. Even those
who meeting known eyes above an unusually opened mouth, or imagining
themselves to be objects of hilarious scrutiny, tried to be individually
funny, were presently overwhelmed and drawn along. The thin beginning on
a few voices had swelled to a unison of varying octaves and strengths.
She heard her own voice within it and felt as she sang how short and
wavering and shapeless was her life, and short and wavering even the
most shapely lives about her.
As the dismal refrain was lifting its third monotonous howl there came
from behind her, where a door opened on to a cloakroom, a woman’s voice
angry, deep and emphatic, like an ox roaring at a gate. Her hand was
torn from her nearest companion’s and the newcomer was in the ring
singing with stern lustiness below a hat askew. The last words of the
song echoed round the room upon the might of her voice.