The Trimmed Lamp, and Other Stories of the Four Million
John Stuart Mill · en
Johnsy was sleeping when they went upstairs. Sue pulled the shade down
to the window-sill, and motioned Behrman into the other room. In there
they peered out the window fearfully at the ivy vine. Then they looked
at each other for a moment without speaking. A persistent, cold rain
was falling, mingled with snow. Behrman, in his old blue shirt, took
his seat as the hermit-miner on an upturned kettle for a rock.
When Sue awoke from an hour’s sleep the next morning she found Johnsy
with dull, wide-open eyes staring at the drawn green shade.
“Pull it up; I want to see,” she ordered, in a whisper.
Wearily Sue obeyed.
But, lo! after the beating rain and fierce gusts of wind that had
endured through the livelong night, there yet stood out against the
brick wall one ivy leaf. It was the last on the vine. Still dark green
near its stem, but with its serrated edges tinted with the yellow of
dissolution and decay, it hung bravely from a branch some twenty feet
above the ground.
“It is the last one,” said Johnsy. “I thought it would surely fall
during the night. I heard the wind. It will fall to-day, and I shall
die at the same time.”
“Dear, dear!” said Sue, leaning her worn face down to the pillow,
“think of me, if you won’t think of yourself. What would I do?”
But Johnsy did not answer. The lonesomest thing in all the world is a
soul when it is making ready to go on its mysterious, far journey. The
fancy seemed to possess her more strongly as one by one the ties that
bound her to friendship and to earth were loosed.
The day wore away, and even through the twilight they could see the
lone ivy leaf clinging to its stem against the wall. And then, with the
coming of the night the north wind was again loosed, while the rain
still beat against the windows and pattered down from the low Dutch
eaves.
When it was light enough Johnsy, the merciless, commanded that the
shade be raised.
The ivy leaf was still there.
Johnsy lay for a long time looking at it. And then she called to Sue,
who was stirring her chicken broth over the gas stove.
“I’ve been a bad girl, Sudie,” said Johnsy. “Something has made that
last leaf stay there to show me how wicked I was. It is a sin to want
to die. You may bring me a little broth now, and some milk with a
little port in it, and—no; bring me a hand-mirror first, and then pack
some pillows about me, and I will sit up and watch you cook.”
An hour later she said.
“Sudie, some day I hope to paint the Bay of Naples.”
The doctor came in the afternoon, and Sue had an excuse to go into the
hallway as he left.
“Even chances,” said the doctor, taking Sue’s thin, shaking hand in
his. “With good nursing you’ll win. And now I must see another case I
have downstairs. Behrman, his name is—some kind of an artist, I
believe. Pneumonia, too. He is an old, weak man, and the attack is
acute. There is no hope for him; but he goes to the hospital to-day to
be made more comfortable.”