"I am sorry for the sort of women you seem acquainted with," she
answered rather sadly. "You have formed a very low opinion of the sex.
It is not a compliment that you have paid me, and you know it. Don't
say anything more please; I decline to discuss that, or any other
subject with you. I must request you to leave my rooms, and never to
enter them again. You have made further intercourse an impossibility,
and our past friendship something to be remembered only with regret."
"Don't say that," he began pleadingly; but Jill cut him short.
"Please understand that I am quite in earnest," she said. "When Jack
comes home I shall explain to him what has happened; it is well that he
should understand the true character of his friend. I can never thank
heaven sufficiently that my husband is both a man of honour, and a
gentleman."
"For that matter so should I have been if I had met you first," he
answered gloomily. "You are rather hard on me, Jill. Perhaps I have
been too precipitate; but I love you so madly, and to-day you seemed so
sad, and sweet, and lonely, that I wanted to comfort you."
"Enough!" exclaimed Jill excitedly. "If you don't go I shall ask Mr
Thompkins to come and protect me from further indignity. How
contemptible you are!--how mean! Why don't you insult me when my
husband is at home? The sight of you is hateful to me. Why won't you
go?"
"I will," he answered quietly, "as you wish it. I do not want to
frighten you; but remember--always remember that I love you with all my
heart."
Jill stood quite still and watched him as he gravely quitted her
presence, and then listened dully to his footsteps clattering down the
stairs. When they died away along the narrow passage and she heard the
street door bang behind him she put her hand to her forehead in a dazed
kind of way, and glanced vaguely round the little room seeing nothing
but Markham's cynical face with the ugly expression in his eyes that was
in the painted eyes of the canvas on the easel. Her glance travelled to
the portrait, and rested there for a moment. The sight of it seemed to
rouse her into action, and, with a catch in her voice that sounded like
an angry sob, she took up a brush, and in a few vigorous strokes painted
the whole thing out again as she would have liked to blot the incident
from her memory.