Out in the street Miriam felt embarrassed. The sunset glow broke through
wherever there was a gap towards the north-west, and flooded a strip of
the street and struck a building. The presence of the girls added a
sharpness to its beauty, especially the presence of Mag who felt the
spring even in London. But both of them seemed entirely oblivious. They
marched along at a great rate, very upright and swift--like
grenadiers--why grenadiers? Like grenadiers, making her hurry in a way
that increased the discomfort of her hard cheap down-at-heel shoes.
Their high-heeled shoes were in perfect condition and they went on and
on laughing and jesting as if there were no spring evening all round
them. She wanted to stroll, and stop at every turn of the road. She grew
to dislike them both long before Kennett Street was reached, their brisk
gait as they walked together in step, leaving her to manoeuvre the
passing of pedestrians on the narrow pavements of the side streets, the
self-confident set of their this-season's clothes, "line" clothes, like
everyone else was wearing, everyone this side of the west-end; Oxford
Street clothes ... and to long to be wandering home alone through the
leafy squares. Were people who lived together always like this, always
brisk and joking and keeping it up? They got on so well together ... and
she got on so well too with them. "No one ever feels a third" Mag had
said. I am tired, too tired. They are stronger than I am. I feel dead;
and they are perfectly fresh.
"D'you know I believe I feel too played out to read" she said at their
door.
"Then come in and smoke" said Mag taking her arm. "The night is yet
young."
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