The tunnel : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 4 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The tunnel : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 4
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"I will wait in the garden" she said hurriedly as the door opened on the
house of sickness. A short young man with untidy dark hair and a shabby
suit stood in the doorway. His brilliant dark eyes smiled sharply at
Miss Szigmondy and shot beyond her towards Miriam as he stood aside
holding the door wide. "Come along" shouted Miss Szigmondy disappearing.
Miriam came reluctantly forward and got herself through the door,
reaping the second curious sharp smile as she passed. The young man had
an extraordinary face, cheerful and grimy, like a street arab; he was
rather like a street arab. Miss Szigmondy was talking loudly from a
little room to the right of the door. Miriam's embarrassment in the
impossibility of explaining her own superfluous presence was not
relieved when she entered the room. The young man was clearly not
prepared. It was a most unwarrantable intrusion. She stood at a loss
behind Miss Szigmondy who was planted, still eagerly talking, on the
small clear space of bare boards--cracked and dusty, like a
warehouse--in the middle of the room and tried not to see anything in
particular; but her eyes already had the sense that there was nothing to
sit upon, no corner to retire into, nothing but an extraordinary
confusion of shabby dust-covered things laid bare by the sunlight that
poured through the uncurtained window. Her eyes took refuge in the face
of the young man confronting Miss Szigmondy, making replies to her
volley of questions. He had no front teeth, nothing but blackened
stumps; dreadful, one ought not to look, unless he were going to be
helped. Perhaps Miss Szigmondy was going to help him. But he did not
look ill. His bright glancing eyes shot about as if looking at something
that was not there and he answered Miss Szigmondy's sallies with a sort
of cheerful convulsion of his whole frame. He seemed to be "on wires";
but not weak; strong and cheerful; happy; a kind of cheerfulness and
happiness she had never met before. It was quiet. It came from him
soundlessly making within his pleasant voice a gay noise that conquered
the strange embarrassing room. Presently in answer to a demand from Miss
Szigmondy he opened folding doors and ushered them into an adjoining
room.
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