Taking a cigarette from Mag's case Miriam lit it at the lamp. Before her
eyes the summer unrolled--concerts with Miss Szigmondy, going in the
cooling day in her new clothes, with a thin blouse, from daylight into
electric light and music, taking off the zouave inside and feeling cool
at once, the electric light mixing with the daylight, the cool darkness
to walk home in alone, full of music that would last on into the next
day; Miss Szigmondy's musical at homes, evenings at Wimpole Street,
week-ends in the flowery suburbs windows and doors open, cool rooms,
gardens in the morning and evening, week-ends in the country, each
journey like the beginning of the summer holiday, week-ends in town,
Sunday afternoons at Mr. Hancock's and Miss Szigmondy's--all taking her
away from Kennett Street. All these things yielded their best reality in
this room. Glowing brightly in the distance they made this room like the
centre of a song. But a week-end taken up was a week-end missed at
Kennett Street. It meant missing Slater's on Saturday night, the week
end stretching out ahead immensely long, the long evening with the
girls, its lateness protected by the coming Sunday, waking lazily fresh
and happy and easy-minded on Sunday morning, late breakfast, the
cigarette in the sunlit window space, its wooden sides echoing with the
clamour of St. Pancras bells, the three voices in the little rooms,
irlandisches ragout, the hours of smoking and talking out and out on to
strange promontories where everything was real all the time, the faint
gradual coming of the twilight, the evening untouched by the presence of
Monday, no hurry ahead, no social performances, no leave-taking, no
railway journey.
"Yes; Jan is Londonised; she looks German; her voice suggests the whole
of Germany; these girls are Germany untouched, strong, cheerful,
musical, tree-filled Germany, without any doubts. They've got Jan's
sense of humour without her cynicism."
"Is that so, Jan?"
"Yes I think perhaps it is. They are sweet simple children." Yes
sweet--but maddening too. German women were so sure and unsuspicious and
practical about life. Jan had some of that left. But she was English
too, more transparent and thoughtful.
"The show! The show!"
She told them the story of the afternoon in a glowing précis, calling up
the splendours upon which she felt their imaginations at work,
describing it as they saw it and as with them, in retrospect, she saw it
herself. Her descriptions drew Mag's face towards her, glowing, wrapt
and reverent. Jan sat sewing with inturned eyes and half open,
half-smiling appreciative face. They both fastened upon the great
gold-framed pictures, asking for details. Presently they were making
plans to visit the Academy and foretelling her joy in seeing them again
and identifying them. She had not thought of that; certainly, it would
be delightful; and perhaps seeing the pictures in freedom and alone she
might find them wonderful.