The tunnel : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 4 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The tunnel : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 4
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Running upstairs to Mr. Hancock's room a quarter of an hour before his
arrival in the morning Miriam found herself wishing that she lived
altogether at Wimpole Street. They were all so kind. Life would be
simplified if she could throw in her lot with them. Coming in to
breakfast after the lesson had been a sort of home-coming. There were
pleasant noises about the house; the family shouted carelessly to each
other on the stairs, the school-boy slid down the banisters; the usual
subdued manner of the servants was modified by an air of being a
possession of the house and liking it. They rushed quietly and happily
about. The very aroma of the coffee seemed tranquilly to feed one. At
breakfast everyone was cheerful and kind. It was home. They were so
sympathetic and amused over the adventure. The meeting in the freshness
of the morning made everything easier to handle. It gave the morning a
beginning and shed its brightness over the professional hush that fell
upon the house at nine o'clock. It would make lunch-time more easy; and
at the end of the day, if asked, she would join the family party again.
While Mr. Hancock was looking through his letters she elaborately
suppressed a yawn.
"How did you get on?" he asked, with prompt amusement, his eyes on a
letter.
"Well, I couldn't get off; that was just it" murmured Miriam quietly,
enjoying her jest; how strong she felt after her good breakfast....
He turned an amused enquiring face and they both laughed.
Everything in the room was ready for the day's work. She polished the
already bright set of forceps with a luxurious sense of leisure.
"It was perfectly awful. When we got to the Inner Circle Mr. Leyton
simply put me on the bicycle and sent me off. _He_ rode round the other
way and I had to go on and on. He scorched about and kept passing me."
Mr. Hancock waited smiling for the more that stood in her struggling
excited voice.
"There were people going round on horse-back and a few other people on
bicycles."
"I expect they all gave you a pretty wide berth."
"They _did_; except one awful man, an old gentleman sailing along
looking at nothing."
"What happened?" laughed Mr. Hancock delightedly.
"It was awful, I was most fearfully rude--I shouted '_Get_ out of the
way' and I was on the wrong side of the road; but miles off, only I
_knew_ I couldn't get back I had forgotten how to steer."
"What did he do?"
"He swept round me looking very frightened and disturbed."
"Hadn't you a bell?"
"Yes, but it meant sliding my hand along. I daren't do that; nobody
seemed to want it, they all glided about; they were really awfully nice.
I _had_ to go on because I couldn't get off. I can wobble along, but I
can't mount or dismount. I was never so frightened in my life."
"I'm afraid you've had a very drastic time."
"I fell off in the end I was so dead beat."
"But this is altogether too drastic. Where was Leyton?"