The tunnel : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 4 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The tunnel : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 4
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There was real power in that other woman. Her strong young comeliness
was good, known to be good. It was strange that a student of music
should be known for her work among the poor. The serene large outlines
of her form gave out light in the room; and the light on her white brow
unconscious above her deliberately kind face was the loveliest thing to
be seen; the deliberately kind face spoiled it, and would presently
change it; unless some great vision came to her it would grow furrowed
over "the housing problem" and the face would dry up, its white life cut
off at a source; at present she was at the source; one could tell her
anything. Mr. Hancock recognised her goodness, spoke of her with
admiration and respect. What was she doing here, among all these worldly
musicians? _She_ would never be a musician, never a first-class
musician. Then she had ambition. She was poor. Someone was helping her
... Miss Szigmondy! Why? She must know she would never make a musician.
Miriam cowered in her corner. The good woman was actually going to sing
before all these celebrities. What a fine great free voice.... "_When_
shall we meet--_refined_ and free, amongst the moorland _brack-en_ ..."
if Mr. Hancock could have heard her sing that, surely his heart must
have gone out to her? She knew, to her inmost being, what that meant.
She _longed_ for cleansing fires, even she with her radiant forehead;
her soul flew out along the sustained notes towards its vision, her dark
eyes were set upon it as she sang, the clear tones of her voice called
to the companion of her soul for the best that was in him. She was the
soul of truth, counting no cost. She would attain her vision, though the
earthly companion she longed for might pass her by. The pure beauty of
the moorland would remain for her, would set itself along the shores of
her life forever....