The tunnel : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 4 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
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unbending about his boat and his boots and his filters ... perhaps all
that was the best of the holiday--men were never tired of talking about
the way they did this and that ... clever difficult things that made all
the difference; but they missed all the rest. Even when they sat about
smoking their minds were fussing. The women in their parties dressed,
and smiled and appreciated. There would be no real happiness in such a
party ... except when the women were alone, doing the things with no
show about them. Supposing I were able to go anywhere on this page ...
Ippington ... 295m; pop. 760 ... trains to Tudworth and thence two or
three times daily ... Spray Bay Hotel.... A sparrow cheeped on the
window sill and fluttered away. The breath of happiness poured in at the
high window; all the places in the railway guide told over their charms;
mountains and lakes and rivers, innumerable strips of coast, village
streets to walk along for the first time, leading out ... going,
somewhere, in a train. Standing on tiptoe she gazed her thoughts across
the two garden spaces towards the grimed backs of the large brown
houses. Why was one allowed to be so utterly happy? There it was ...
happily here and happily going away ... away.
CHAPTER XXIV
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"There; how d'ye like that, eh? A liberal education in twelve volumes
with an index. Read them when ye want to. See?" ...
They looked less set up like that in a row than when they had lain about
on the floor of the den ... taking up Dante and Beethoven at tea time.
2
"Books posted? I wonder I'm not more rushed. I say--v'you greased all
Hancock's and the Pater's instruments?"
He knows I'm slacking ... he'll tell the others when they come back....
Mr. Leyton's door shut with a bang. He would be sitting reading the
newspaper until the next patient came. The eternal sounds of laughter
and dancing came up from the kitchen. The rest of the house was
perfectly still. Her miserable hand reopened the last page of the Index.
There were five or six more entries under "Woman."
3
If one could only burn all the volumes; stop the publication of them.
But it was all books, all the literature in the world, right back to
Juvenal ... whatever happened, if it could all be avenged by somebody in
some way, there was all that ... the classics, the finest
literature,--"unsurpassed." Education would always mean coming in
contact with all that. Schoolboys got their first ideas.... _How_ could
Newnham and Girton women endure it? How could they go on living and
laughing and talking?
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