Wheeling her machine back to the open road she sat down on a bank and
ate the cold sausage and bread and half of the chocolate and lay down to
rest on a level stretch of grass in front of a gate. Light throbbed
round the edges of the little high white fleecy clouds. She swung
triumphantly up. The earth throbbed beneath her with the throbbing of
her heart ... the sky steadied and stood further off, clear peaceful
blue with light neat soft bunches of cloud drifting slowly across it.
She closed her eyes upon the dazzling growing distances of blue and
white and felt the horizon folding down in a firm clear sweep round her
green cradle. Within her eyelids fields swung past green, cornfields
gold and black, fields with coned clumps of harvested corn, dusty gold,
and black, on either side of the bone-white grass trimmed road. The road
ran on and on lined by low hedges and the strange everlasting
back-flowing fields. Thrilling hedges and outstretched fields of distant
light, coming on mile after mile, winding off, left behind ... "it's the
Bath Road I shall be riding on; I'm going down to Chiswick to see which
way the wind is on the Bath Road...." Trees appeared golden and green
and shadowy with warm cool strong shaded trunks coming nearer and
larger. They swept by, their shadowy heads sweeping the lower sky.
Poplars shot up drawing her eyes to run up their feathered slimness and
sweep to the top of the pointed plumes piercing the sky. Trees clumped
in masses round houses leading to villages that shut her into little
corridors of hard hot light ... the little bright sienna form of the hen
she had nearly run over; the land stretching serenely out again, rolling
along, rolling along in the hot sunshine with the morning and evening
freshness at either end ... sweeping it slowly in and out of the deeps
of the country night ... eyelids were transparent. It was _light_ coming
through one's eyelids that made that clear soft buff; soft buff light
filtering through one's body ... little sounds, insects creeping and
humming in the hedge, sounds from the grass. Sudden single quiet sounds
going up from distant fields and farms, lost in the sky.
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I've got my sea-legs ... this is _riding_--not just straining along
trying to forget the wobbly bicycle, but feeling it wobble and being
able to control it ... being able to look about easily ... there will be
a harvest moon this month, rolling up huge and hot, suddenly over the
edge of a field; the last moon. I shall see that anyhow whatever the
holiday is like. It will be cold again in the winter. Perhaps I shan't
feel so cold this winter.
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