What a blessing he was drunk what a blessing he was drunk she chattered
busily, trying to ignore her trembling limbs. Again and again as she
steadied and rode sturdily and blissfully on came the picture of herself
saying with confidential eagerness as she dismounted "I _say_--make
haste--there's a madman coming down the road--get behind the hedge till
he's gone--I'm going for the police." A man would not have been afraid.
Then men _are_ more independent than women. Women can never go very far
from the protection of men--because they are physically inferior. But
men are afraid of mad bulls.... They have to resort to tricks. What was
that I was just thinking? Something I ought to remember. Women have to
be protected. But men explain it the wrong way. It was the same
thing.... The polite protective man was the same; if he relied on his
strength. The world is the most sickening hash.... I'm so sorry for you.
I hate humanity too. _Isn't_ it a lovely day? _Isn't_ it? Just look.
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The dim road led on into the darkness of what appeared to be a private
estate. The light from the lamp fell upon wide gates fastened back. The
road glimmered on ahead with dense darkness on either side. There had
been no turning. The road evidently passed through the estate. She rode
on and on between the two darknesses, her light casting a wobbling
radiance along her path. Rustling sounded close at hand, and quick
thuddings startled her making her heart leap. The hooting of an owl
echoed through the hollows amongst the trees. Stronger than fear was the
comfort of the dense darkness. Her own darkness by right of riding
through the day. Leaning upon the velvety blackness she pushed on, her
eyes upon the little circle of light, steady on the centre of the
pathway, wobbling upon the feet of the trees emerging in slow procession
on either side of the way.
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The road began to slope gently downwards. Wearily back-pedalling she
crept down the incline her hand on the brake, her eyes straining
forward. Hard points of gold light--of course. She had put them there
herself. Marlborough ... the prim polite lights of Marlborough; little
gliding moving lights, welcoming, coming safely up as she descended.
They disappeared. There must have been a gap in the trees. Presently she
would be down among them.
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"_Goode_ Lord--it's a woman."
She passed through the open gate into the glimmer of a descending road.
Yes. Why not? Why that amazed stupefaction? Trying to rob her of the
darkness and the wonderful coming out into the light. The man's voice
went on with her down the dull safe road. A young lady, taking a bicycle
ride in a daylit suburb. That was what she was. That was all he would
allow. It's something in men.
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