Miriam looked about the boudoir. Mrs. Green had hardly looked at her.
She was smiling at her fancy work. But if one did not say something soon
she would speak again, going on into things from her point of view.
Doctor and medicine. Eve liked it all. She _liked_ Mrs. Green's clever
difficult fancy work and the boudoir smell of Turkish beans and the
house and garden and the bazaars and village entertainments and the
children's endless expensive clothes and the excitements and troubles
about that fat man. Down here she was in a curious flush of excitement
all the time herself....
"I think she wants a rest."
"I told her so. But resting seems to make her worse. We all thought she
was worse after the holidays."
Miriam's eyes fell before the sudden glance of Mrs. Green's blue green
eye. She must have seen her private vision of life in the great rich
house ... misery, death with no escape. But they had Eve. Eve did not
know what was killing her. She liked being tied to people.
"She is very nervous."
"Yes. I know it's only nerves. I've told her that."
"But you don't know what nerves are. They're not just nothing...."
"_You're_ not nervous."
"Don't you think so?"
"Not in the way Hendie is. You're a solid little person."
Miriam laughed and thought of Germany and Newlands and Banbury Park. But
this house would be a thousand times worse. There was no one in it who
knew anything about anything. That was why when she was not too bad Eve
thought it was good for her to be there.
"I think she's very happy here."
"I'm glad you think that. But something must be done. She can't go on
with these perpetual headaches and sleeplessness and attacks of
weepiness."
"I think she wants a long rest."
"What does she do with her holidays? Doesn't she rest then?"
"Yes, but there are always _worries_" said Miriam desperately.
"You have had a good deal of worry--how is your father?"
How much do you know about that.... How does it strike you....
"He is all right, I think."
"He lives with your eldest sister."
"Yes."
"That's very nice for him. I expect the little grandson will be a great
interest."
"Yes."
"And your youngest sister has a little girl?"
"Yes."
"Do you like children?"
"Yes."
"I expect you spend a good deal of your time with your sisters."
"Well--it's a fearful distance." Why didn't you ask me all these things
when I was staying with you. There's no time now....
"Do you like living alone in London?"
"Well--I'm fearfully _busy_."
"I expect you are. I think it's wonderful. But you must be awfully
lonely sometimes."
Miriam fidgeted and wondered how to go.
"Well--come down and see us again. I'm glad I had this chance of talking
to you about Hendie."
"Perhaps she'll be better in the winter. I think she's really better in
the cold weather."
"Well--we'll hope so," said Mrs. Green getting up. "I can't think what's
the matter with her. There's nothing to worry her down here."