Where would a woman, a wife-woman, be in a life like this? He poured
himself out a cup of tea; the eyes turned towards the tea-pot were
worried and hurried; his whole compact rounded form was a little worried
and anxious. There was something--bunnyish about him. Reading Plato the
expression of his person would still have something of the worried
rabbit about it. His face would be calm and intent. Then he would look
up from the page, taking in a thought and something in his room would
bring him back again to worry. But he was too stout to belong to a
religious order.
"You must have a very busy life" said Miriam, her attention wandering
rapidly off hither and thither.
"Of course" he said turning away from the table to the fire beside which
she sat. "I think the clergy should keep in touch to some extent with
modern thought--in so far as it helps them with their own particular
work."
Miriam wondered why she felt no desire to open the subject of religion
and science; or any other subject. It was so extraordinary to find
herself sitting tête-à-tête with a clergyman, and still more strange to
find him communicatively trying to show her his life from the inside. He
went on talking, not looking at her but gazing into the fire. She tried
in vain to tether her attention. It was straining away to work upon
something, upon some curious evidence it had collected since she came
into the room; and even with her eyes fixed upon his person and her mind
noting the strange contradiction between the thin rippling many-buttoned
cassock and the stout square-toed boots protruding beneath it, she could
not completely convince herself that he was there.
"... novels; my friends to recommend any that might be helpful."
He had looked up towards her with this phrase.
"Oh yes, Red Pottage" she said grasping hurriedly and looking attentive.
"Have you read that novel?"
"No. I imagined that you had because you lent it to Miss Dear."
"Miss Dear has spoken to you of me."
"Oh yes."
"Of you she has spoken a great deal. You know her very well. It is
because of your long friendship with her that I have taken courage to
ask you to come here and discuss with me about her affairs."
"I have known Miss Dear only a very short time" said Miriam, sternly
gazing into the fire. Nothing should persuade her to become the
caretaker of the future Mrs. Taunton.
"That surprises me very much indeed" he said propping his head upon his
hand by one finger held against a tooth. He sat brooding.
"She is very much in need of friends just now" he said suddenly and
evenly towards the fire without removing his finger from his tooth.
"Yes" said Miriam gravely.
"You are, nevertheless, the only intimate woman friend to whom just now
she has access."
"I've done little things for her. I couldn't do much."
"You were sorry for her." Mr. Taunton was studying her face and waiting.