The tunnel : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 4 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The tunnel : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 4
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What did she want? She could not possibly fail to see that Mr. Hancock
was telling her that he could see through her social insincerities. It
was dreadful to find that even here there were social insincerities. She
was like a busy ambassador for things that belonged somewhere else and
that he was laughing at in an indulgent, deprecating way that must make
her blaze with an anger that she did not show. Looking at her as her
eyes and mouth made and fired their busy sentences, Miriam suddenly felt
that it would be easy to deal with her, take her into a corner and talk
about German things, food and love affairs and poetry and music. But she
would always be breaking away to make a determined intrusion on somebody
she knew. She could not really know any English person. What was she
doing, bearing herself so easily in the inner circle of English science?
Treating people as if she knew all about them and they were all alike.
How surprised she must often be, and puzzled.
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"That was Miss Teresa Szigmondy" said Mr. Hancock, reproducing his
amused smile as they took their seats in the dark theatre.
"Is she German?"
"Well ... I think, as a matter of fact, she's part Austro-Hungarian and
part--well, _Hebrew_." A Jewess ... Miriam left her surroundings,
pondering over a sudden little thread of memory. An eager, very
bright-eyed, curiously dimpling school-girl face peering into hers, and
a whispering voice--"D'you know why we don't go down to prayers? 'Cos
we're _Jews_"--they had always been late; fresh faced and shiny haired
and untidy and late and clever in a strange brisk way and talkative and
easy and popular with the teachers.... Their guttural voices ringing out
about the stairs and passages, deep and loud and stronger than any of
the voices of the other girls. The Hyamson girls--they had been
foreigners, like the Siggs and the de Bevers, but different ... what was
the difference in a Jew? Mr. Hancock seemed to think it was a sort of
disgraceful joke ... what was it? Max Sonnenheim had been a Jew, of
course, the same voice. Banbury Park "full of Jews" ... the Brooms said
that in patient contemptuous voices. But what _was_ it? What did
everybody mean about them?
"Is she scientific?"
"She seems to be interested in science" smiled Mr. Hancock.
"How funny of her to ask me to go to tea with her just because you told
her I knew German."
"Well, you go; if you're interested in seeing notabilities you'll meet
all kinds of wonderful people at her house. She knows everybody. She's
the niece of a great Hungarian poet. I believe he's to be seen there
sometimes. They're all coming in now." Mr. Hancock named the great names
of science one by one as the shyly gentle and the pompously gentle
little old men ambled and marched into the well of the theatre and took
their seats in a circle round the central green table.
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