"_There's_ a pretty lady" said Mr. Hancock, conversationally, just as
the light was lowered. Miriam glanced across the half circle of faintly
shining faces and saw an effect, a smoothly coiffured head and smooth
neck and shoulders draped by a low deep circular flounce of lace rising
from the gloom of a dark dress, sweep in through a side door bending and
swaying--"or a pretty dress at any rate"--and sat through the first
minutes of the lecture, recalling the bearing and manner of the figure,
with sad fierce bitterness. Mr. Hancock admired "feminine" women ... or
at any rate he was bored by her own heavy silence and driven into random
speech by the sudden dip and sweep of the lace appearing in the light of
the doorway. He was surprised himself by his sudden speech and half
corrected it ... "or a pretty dress." ... But anyhow he, even he, was
one of those men who do not know that an effect like that was just an
effect, a deliberate "charming" feminine effect. But if he did not know
that, did not know that it was a trick and the whole advertising manner,
the delicate, plunging fall of the feet down the steps--"I am late; look
how nicely and quietly I am doing it; look at me being late and
apologetic and interested"--out of place in the circumstances; then what
was he doing here at all? Did he _want_ science or would he really
rather be in a drawing room with "pretty ladies" advertising effects and
being "arch" in a polite, dignified, lady-like manner? How dingy and
dull and unromantic and unfeminine he must find her. She sat in a lively
misery, following the whirling circle of thoughts round and round,
stabbed by their dull thorns, and trying to drag her pain-darkened mind
to meet the claim of the platform, where, in a square of clear light, a
little figure stood talking eagerly and quietly in careful slow English.
Presently the voice on the platform won her--clear and with its curious,
even, unaccented rat-tat-tat flowing and modulated with pure passion,
the thrill of truth and revelation running alive and life-giving through
every word. That, at least, she was sharing with her companion ...
"development-in-thee-method-of-intaircepting-thee-light." "Daguerre" ...
a little Frenchman stopping the sunlight, breaking it up, making it
paint faces in filmy black and white on a glass.... There would only be
a few women like the one with the frill in an audience like this ...
"women will talk shamelessly at a concert or an opera, and chatter on a
mountain top in the presence of a magnificent panorama; their paganism
is incurable." Then men mustn't stare at them and treat them as works of
art. It was entirely the fault of men ... perfectly reasonable that the
women who got that sort of admiration from men should assert themselves
in the presence of other works of art. The thing men called the noblest
work of God must be bigger than the work by a man. Men plumed themselves
and talked in a clever expert way about women and never thought of their