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Her face drooped to her breast with a little sob of exquisite joy, and
he slipped his arm about the yielding form.
“Rosalind, my darling, it seems to me now that I have always loved
you--yes, from the very beginning, only Lelia held us jealously apart.
When I put the ring on your hand I meant to come back and marry you
soon. I wrote you of my love when I was gone, but Lelia intercepted the
letter. I found it with the ring; I will show it to you some day. But
now--now all the pain and parting are over. Will you be my wife? Shall
I have my wish?”
The nightingale sang so loud he drowned her answer, but the moon and
the stars and the bird and the flowers saw the upturned face and the
lover’s kiss that brought down heaven to earth.
* * * * *
Lady Warrington said she was not the least surprised when they told her
all about it. She had read it in their faces.
Lord Warrington said he would try not envy his cousin’s luck. He had
always guessed there was a man somewhere in the case, but he had never
suspected Willoughby.
One thing my lady said she was determined on--the wedding should be
from her own house, and as grand as if Rosalind had been her own
daughter.
But the happy pair demurred. They preferred a quiet wedding.
Laurie begged for an early day. He was homesick for America. They would
go home for a bridal-tour.
Then began endless shopping and fitting, and all the pleasures and
trials of trousseau getting, but in two months all was ready, and the
pretty wedding came off at The Larches.
* * * * *
“If I had dreamed he would marry her, I would never have released him;
I would have stood between them forever!” Lelia said bitterly, when she
learned of the wedding and the homecoming.
“I told you so,” returned Mrs. Ritchie uneasily.
“But I did not believe you. I am always too head-strong, and bring my
troubles on myself,” Lelia said repentantly.
“Forget it all,” advised her mother.
“Forget!”
As if it were possible to a heart like Lelia’s, so passionate, so
proud, so jealous.
With all her faults and all her sins, she possessed the one virtue of
constancy.
She would never love any one but Laurie, whom she had lost through her
terrible sin.
But she no longer raved of revenge; she had learned at bitter cost that
vengeance belongs to Heaven.
She had no longer any faith in her mother’s religious notions; she had
told her she would not be punished for her sins until after death, but
she had lied. She had found her hell on earth.
She went on the stage, as Laurie had predicted, to impersonate her own
heroines; she wrote with a pen dipped into her burning heart, so that
the scenes glowed with feeling and the world bowed down in praise of
her beauty and her genius. They said it was well she had divorced her
husband. She was too gifted for a commonplace marriage.