The Yoke: A Romance of the Days when the Lord Redeemed the Children of Israel from the Bondage of Egypt
John Stuart Mill · en
"O, wilt thou put me aside for Masanath? What is her little dark
beauty compared to mine? How can she, who is not even a stately
subject, be a stately queen? Wilt thou set the crown upon her unregal
head, invest her with the royal robes, and yield thy homage to a scowl
and a bitter word? And me, in whom there is no drop of unroyal blood,
in whom there is all the passion of the southlands and all the fidelity
of the north, thou wilt humiliate. The gods made me for thee--schooled
me for thy needs and shifted the nation's history so that thou shouldst
have need of me. Look upon me, Rameses. Why wilt thou thrust me
aside?"
She was not dealing with Seti, or Siptah, or any other whom she had
bewitched. There was no spell in the topaz eyes for Rameses. If her
sorcery affected him at all, it won no more than a cursory interest in
her next move.
"The night is too short to recount my reasons," he replied calmly, as
he put her arms away. "But I might point out the snarling cur, Siptah,
for one, and a few other comely lords of Egypt."
"What hast thou done in thy life?" she cried. "I am no more wicked
than thou; thou hast found delight in others beside whom I am all
innocence."
"It may be. Who knows but there is somewhat of the vulture-nostril in
man, tickled with a vague taint? But, even then, the sense is
fleeting, more or less as the natures of men vary. A man hath his
better moments, and how shall they be entirely pure in the presence of
shame? Nay, I would not mate and live for ever with mine own sins."
"Then as thou dost permit her spotlessness to cover her hate, let my
love for thee hide my sins. From the first I have loved thee unasked.
She is all unwon."
"Thou hast said it. She is unwon. But doth the lion prey upon the
carcass? Nay. His kill must be fresh and slain by his own might.
Thou didst stultify thyself by thine instant acquiescence. Come, let
us make an end to this. The more said the more thou shalt have of
which to accuse thyself hereafter."
But she dropped before him, her white robes cumbering his path, her
arms clasping his knees.
"What more have I to do of which to accuse myself, O Rameses? Egypt
knows why I came to court. Egypt will know why I shall leave it. What
have I not offered and what hast thou given me? Where shall I find
that refuge from the pitying smile of the nation? Spare my womanhood--"
"Ah, fie upon thy pretense, Ta-user! Art thou not shrewd enough to
know how well I understand thee? Thou dost not love me. No woman who
loves pleads beyond the first rebuff. Love is full of dudgeon. Thou
dost betray thyself in thy very insistence. Thou beggest for the crown
I shall wear, and if I were over-thrown to-morrow thou wouldst kneel
likewise to mine enemy. Thou hast no womanhood to lose in Egypt's
sight. As thy caprice turned from Siptah to me, let it return thee to
Siptah once again. And if thy heart doth in truth wince with jealousy,
think on Io."