The Yoke: A Romance of the Days when the Lord Redeemed the Children of Israel from the Bondage of Egypt
John Stuart Mill · en
"Now, wilt Thou heed an alien's plea; wilt Thou know a stranger
petitioning before Thy high and holy place? How shall I win Thine ear?
Charge me with any mission, weight me with a lifetime of penances,
strip me of power everlastingly, but grant me leave to supplicate Thy
throne.
"Not for myself do I pray, O Hidden God! Not one jot would I overtax
Thy bounty toward me beyond the sufferance of my devotion. But for her
I pray--for her, out somewhere in this unlifting gloom, her tender
maidenhood uncomforted--with night, with death, with long dishonor
threatening her. Attend her, O Thou august Warden! Let her not cry
out to Thee in vain! Be Thou as a wall about her, as a light before
her, as a firm path beneath her feet. Do Thou as Thou wilt with me.
Lo! I offer up myself as ransom for her--myself--all I have! Take her
from me, deny mine eyes the sight of her for ever, blot me wholly out
of her heart, yield me over to the wrath of mine enemies, and to Thine
unknowable vengeance thereafter; but save her, Great God! save her from
her enemy!
"Dost Thou hear me, O Holy Mystery? Is there no sign, no manifestation
that Thou dost attend?
"Nay, but I know that Thou hearest me! By my faith in Thy being I know
it, Lord!"
Peace fell on him and he slept.
In after years Kenkenes remembered only vaguely the long hours of that
black and lonely vigil. This climax to a calamitous space eight months
in length might have crushed a less sturdy spirit, but he was
mystically sustained.
With the exception of a few intervals of short duration most of the
time was spent in sleep, so profound and dreamless as to border on
coma. The reeds had received him on a bed of crushed herbage and the
upstanding ranks about him sheltered him from the blowing sand. The
whilom assailants of the young man were not so kindly served by the
gods to whom they appealed loudly and frequently. The city in the
distance moaned and complained and the hills were full of fear.
In one of his profound lapses of slumber a hairy paw felt of Kenkenes'
face. Later a drifting boat nosed about among the reeds at the water's
edge. Presently one of the crew cried out, and a second voice said:
"Nay, fear not; it is an ape, by the feel of him. Toth is with us. It
is a good omen; let him not go forth."
Silence fell again, for the boat drifted on.
At last dawn-lights reddened about the horizon; stars faded out of the
uppermost as naturally as if they had been there during the three days
of unlifting night. All Egypt showed up darkly in the coming day.
Kenkenes, in his couch of reeds, slept on peacefully. The mid-morning
sun shone in his face before he awakened.