The Yoke: A Romance of the Days when the Lord Redeemed the Children of Israel from the Bondage of Egypt
John Stuart Mill · en
"Ah, thou shouldst see her, my sweet. Thou knowest she was born of a
prince of Egypt and a lovely Tahennu, and the mingling of our dusky
blood with that of a fair-haired northern people, hath wrought a
marvelous beauty in Ta-user. Her hair is like copper and like copper
her eyes. There is no brownness nor any flush in her skin. It is like
thick cream, smooth, soft and cool. And when she walks, she minds me
of my grandsire's leopardess, which once did stride from shadow to
shadow in the palace with that undulatory, unearthly grace. In nature,
she is world-compelling. When first she met me, she took my face
between her palms and gazed into mine eyes. Ai! she bewitched me, then
and there. My individuality died within me--I felt an unreasoning
submission, strangely mingled with aversion. I was compelled--divorced
from mine own forces, which vaguely protested from afar. . . . And
yet, thou shouldst see her meet Rameses. He makes me marvel. He
knows--she knows--aye, all Egypt knows why she hath come to court, and
yet they meet--she salutes him with bewildering grace--he inclines his
proud head with never a tremor and they pass. Or, if they tarry to
talk, it is an awesome sight to see the determined encounter of two
mighty souls--tremendous charm against tremendous resistance--and Io, I
know that they have sounded to the deepest the depth of each other's
strength. I long to see Ta-user conquer--and yet, again I would not."
Thereafter followed matters which Kenkenes did not read. He rolled the
letter and gave it back to Io. The little girl sat expectantly
watching his face.
"Nay, I would not take Seti's boyish transports seriously," he said
gently. "His very frankness disclaims any heart interest in Ta-user.
Besides, she is as old as I--three whole Nile-floods older than the
prince. She thinks on him as Senci looks on me--he regards her as a
lad looks up to gracious womanhood. Nay, fret not, thou dear jealous
child."
Io's lips quivered as she looked away.
"It is over and over--ever the same in every letter--Ta-user, Ta-user,
till I hate the name," she said at last.
"Then when thou seest him at midday up the Nile, be thou gracious to
some other comely young nobleman and see him wince. Naught is so good
for a lover as uncertainty. It is a mistake to load him with the great
weight of thy love. Doubt not, thou shalt carry all the burden of
jealousy and pain if thou dost. Divide this latter with him, and he
shall be content to share more of the first with thee. But thou hast
condemned him without trial, Io. Spare thy heart the hurt and wait."
The young face cleared and with a little sigh she settled back in the
chair and said no more.