They Looked and Loved; Or, Won by Faith — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
They Looked and Loved; Or, Won by Faith
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"Oh, madam, I am the most friendless and unhappy girl in the whole
world!" she cried passionately. "I have no kindred hearts to pity me, no
one to care for me! You have never liked me, I know, but I plead with
you to have pity on me, and try to be my friend. Oh, I will be so
grateful for a little kindness and pity in this dark hour!"
An earthquake could hardly have shocked Mrs. Courtney more than this
humble plea from Nita, who had always resented her dislike and given
her scorn for scorn. She put out her slender, aristocratic hand and
clasped Nita's gently, drawing her to a seat by her side.
"My dear girl, of course I am your friend, and will do anything in the
world for you," she exclaimed. "But let me tell you that you are very
nervous and fanciful to-night. How can you call yourself friendless and
alone when you have a rich and noble husband like Dorian Mountcastle? I
assure you that a loving husband is always a woman's best friend. Then,
too, you have a doting guardian."
The girl rose from her seat and stood before the woman, pale as a ghost.
"Mrs. Courtney, do not call them my friends, those two men," she said,
almost sternly. "From to-night and henceforth forever, they are my
bitterest foes."
Surprise held the listener dumb, and Nita continued:
"Never again while the world stands will I consent ever to look upon the
face of Charles Farnham or Dorian Mountcastle."
"The girl is mad, mad as a March hare. Her adventures have turned her
brain," murmured Mrs. Courtney amazedly.
"No, madam, I am not mad, I am perfectly sane, and I wish to make you an
offer. Will you and Azalea go abroad with me, and travel wherever you
wish for a year? I am rich. I will pay every expense if you will
chaperon me on this trip. I will be perfectly frank with you. I want to
avoid the two men of whom we have been speaking. I am afraid of them
both. I have wronged them both, yet I am innocent of blame. Yet I fear
the miser's hate and Dorian's love in equal measure. Oh, madam, be kind
to me. Grant my prayer, and I will be forever grateful! And the time
will come, I swear it to you, when you will say to yourself and to the
world: 'I am glad I was kind to poor Nita, and had no hand in her tragic
fate.' What say you, madam? Shall we start to-morrow on our travels?"
Nita need not have felt any doubt over the answer. It was the strangest
turn of Fortune's wheel that Mrs. Courtney had ever known--the
strangest, and the most welcome.
She felt that behind it lay some strange dark mystery, a baffling
mystery that it should be her task to ferret out if it lay in mortal
power, but in the meantime she accepted Nita's offer with pretended
reluctance, putting it solely as a favor to the young girl. Then, after
recommending her to retire as early as possible, she returned to her
guests with a heart full of secret exultation.