“I do not wish you to do so. Though you have wronged me, though you
have perjured yourself, though you have suborned witnesses, I will not
injure you. I forgive you.”
“You are more forbearing than I deserve.”
“You are liable to be sent to the state prison for your crimes, but I
will not proceed against you.”
“Mr. Birch, I do not deserve this kindness at your hands.”
“Sin no more; that is all I ask of you.”
“Mr. Birch, wretch as I am proved to be, I believe you think me worse
than I am. I am not the villain you take me to be. I did love Julia
Hungerford: I do now. I am not worthy of her.”
“That’s true.”
“But my love purified my soul. If I was selfish when I wronged you, I
have repented in dust and ashes. When I watched day and night at the
bedside of Julia, there was not a selfish thought in my heart. Her
wasted form, her glazing eyes, the fear that she would soon die, drove
every consideration of self from my mind. I loved her; and if, without
ruining my reputation and driving me from her presence, I could have
confessed my sin to the world, and redeemed your good name, I would
gladly have done it. I forgot her half million, and I forgot my own.
Eugene loved Mary Kingman; I saw that he could never be happy without
her. I advised him to marry her: I removed all objections from the
minds of Julia and her mother. Was this selfish?”
“I am told that you did all this,” replied Dick; and the fact, fully
established, was so utterly inconsistent with the doctor’s course that
the lawyer could not explain it.
“You perceive that I voluntarily labored to shut out myself and Julia,
at the same time, from the fortune which it had before been my ambition
to obtain. If ever a man loved a woman truly, and for her own sake
alone, I so loved Julia.”
Dick was generous; he was magnanimous. To him Julia was more than
human, and it was not strange that the love of her should have
conquered the doctor’s selfishness. To him this view was reasonable;
and on no other ground could he explain the conduct of Dr. Lynch in
promoting the marriage of Eugene. But the character of the doctor,
as laid bare to him, was so base that he could not resist a strong
tendency to scepticism.
“Of course Julia can now be no more to me,” continued Dr. Lynch,
gloomily. “I resign her to one who is more worthy of her.”
“She is not yours to resign,” replied Dick, indignantly.
“I will keep out of your way, I mean.”
“You need not; you shall not. It is for her sake, more than your own,
that I have spared you the pain of a public exposure of all your
iniquities. I ask only enough to vindicate myself. If, after you have
done me this justice, she will permit you to come into her presence,
make the most of your opportunity. Between you and me, or any one else,
Julia shall be the arbiter. If she loves you, marry her. That is all I
have to say. You will be at the court-house at nine o’clock to-morrow
morning; if you are not there, I will publish your confession in the
newspapers.”