Three millions! : $b or, The way of the world — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Three millions! : $b or, The way of the world
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“I will hear whatever you wish to say. I shall not scorn you any more
than you seem to scorn yourself.”
“You could not. When I went to Baltimore, after the death of Mr.
Hungerford, I saw Mr. Loring, one of the trustees. I learned--with what
disappointment I need not describe--that only twenty thousand dollars
had been left to me. I was vexed and indignant, for I had endeavored
to be like a son to my step-father. I expected at least one third of
his fortune. Mr. Loring described your family. He spoke of Julia as a
lovely and accomplished woman. I asked myself why I might not marry
her.”
Eugene looked contemptuous.
“I went back to Dayton, and, as soon as possible, wound up my business,
and sold out my practice. I wished the trustees to lose sight of me. A
friend of mine wrote to Mr. Loring, at my desire, on business; to make
inquiries in regard to me, and added that Dr. Lynch was going to ruin,
and had actually spent most of his little fortune in three months. I
knew the trustees would ask no questions about me after this.
“I came to Poppleton. You had gone to Europe. I used every effort to
establish myself, and succeeded beyond my most sanguine expectations.
How I stand you know. My practice is larger than it was in Dayton,
and is worth, at least, four thousand dollars a year. Just before
your return, I was called to Mary Kingman. Mr. Birch had told me her
story. I pitied her; but she was in my way. It was indispensable to
the success of my plans that she should be reunited to Buckstone. I
attempted to do this, as I told you, fearful that Mr. Birch, who never
had a selfish thought, would fail to do it.
“I had already satisfied myself that Mr. Birch was devoted to Julia; he
was in my way. I liked him so well, and he had been so good a friend
to me, that I could not patiently think of injuring him. It was the
vilest, most wicked thing I ever did in my life, bad as I have been.”
Dr. Lynch wiped the perspiration from his forehead. Eugene thought
there was hope of one who could so strongly condemn himself. It was
true repentance.
“I did not mean to injure Mr. Birch till my own safety seemed to
require it. When Buckstone was killed, I knew the fact that he had a
companion would be discovered through Ross. You know the rest of it.
Dick was suspected, was generally condemned by the people. He abandoned
Pine Hill, as I was sure he would. I went away for a week.”
“In order to avoid seeing Mr. Lester?” said Eugene.
“Partly, not wholly. On my return I found Julia sick. She had a settled
fever--the worst kind of typhoid. I had serious doubts if she could
survive the attack. If she had been my mother or my sister, I could not
have been more interested. I was not selfish then. I thought of nothing
but my fair patient. God knows that not a mercenary thought crossed my
mind in those hours I watched her. I wept and I prayed for her. When I
was not here, I was studying the case.”