Through the mill: The life of a mill-boy — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Through the mill: The life of a mill-boy
John Stuart Mill · en
On Monday morning, at six o’clock, I sat in the train. I had drawn
thirteen dollars from the mill, received seven dollars from my uncle,
said good-by to my old friends, and paid fifteen dollars and sixty-five
cents for a ticket. Aunt Millie, in tears, had kissed me, and had hoped
that “I’d do well, very well!” Uncle Stanwood had carried my hand-bag
for me to the electric car and had given me good counsel out of his
full heart. Now I sat listening to the mill bells and whistles giving
their first warning to the workers. “You’ll never call for me again, I
hope!” I said to myself as I listened. Then the train started, and I
glued my face to the window-pane to catch a last glimpse of the city
where for seven years I had been trying to get ahead of machinery
and had failed. The train went slowly over the grade crossings. I
saw the mill crowds at every street, held back by the gates, waiting
deferentially while I, who had been one of them last week, was whirled
along towards an education. I saw them as I had walked with them--women
in shawls and looking always tired, men in rough clothes and with dirty
clay pipes prodded in their mouths, and girls in working aprons, and
boys, just as I had been, in overalls and under-shirts. And I was going
away from it all, in spite of everything!
One of my friends was an old woman, stone blind. When I had given her
my farewell, she had said: “Al, I’ll be at the crossing in front of my
house when the train goes by on Monday morning. Look for me. I’ll wave
my handkerchief when the train passes, lad, and you’ll know by that
sign that I’m sending you off to make something of yourself!”
We came to the outskirts of the city; the mill crowds had been left,
and at last a lonely crossing came, the one for which I had been
looking. I had the window open. The train was gathering speed, but I
saw the black-garbed blind woman, supported by her daughter, standing
near the gates, her eyes fixed ahead, and her handkerchief fluttering,
fluttering, as we plunged into the country.
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