Through the mill: The life of a mill-boy — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Through the mill: The life of a mill-boy
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I mumbled, “All right, I don’t care if I do,” and prepared to go.
Before we had left the house I had put on my hat twice and opened and
shut the door once in my extreme excitement. Then we went out, and
there rushed to my mind, from my reading, the startling question, “How
to act when walking on the street with a fine woman, and there is an
umbrella?” I said, when we were on the sidewalk, “Please let me carry
that,” and pointed to the umbrella. “Certainly,” she said, and handed
it to me. Before we had attained the corner, I had managed to poke the
ends of the umbrella ribs down on Miss Flaffer’s hat, and to knock it
somewhat askew. I found, also, that I was shielding myself to such an
extent as to leave Miss Flaffer exposed to the torrents of rain. On
the street corner, she took the umbrella, and, as my car came into
view, she said, “Good-by, Albert. You did very well to-day. Practise
faithfully, and be sure to come next week.” I called, “So long,” and
ran for the car.
I only took two other lessons from Miss Flaffer. I never had the
manners to send her word that I could no longer afford them. I was
afraid that she would offer to teach me free, and I could not stand
the confinement to the house after a hard day in the mill. But I had
learned something besides piano-playing with her. I had seen fine
manners contrasted against my own uncouth ways. I had seen a dustless
house contrasted against my own ill-kept home. I had been called
Albert!
_Chapter XII. Machinery and Manhood_
_Chapter XII. Machinery and Manhood_
My work in the spinning-room, in comparison with my new work in the
mule-room, had been mere child’s play. At last the terror of the mill
began to blacken my life. The romance, the glamour, and the charm were
gone by this only a daily dull, animal-like submission to hard tasks
had hold of me now.
Five days of the week, at the outer edge of winter, I never stood out
in the daylight. I was a human mole, going to work while the stars
were out and returning home under the stars. I saw none of the world
by daylight, except the staring walls, high picket-fences, and drab
tenements of that immediate locality. The sun rose and set on the wide
world outside, rose and set five times a week, but I might as well have
been in a grave; there was no exploration abroad.