On Sunday I attended the village church and worshiped near the
superintendent of the mill. I shared the farmer’s pew, and though the
beat of air and sun on my eyes made me very sleepy when in a room,
and though the minister must have wondered why I winked so laboriously
during the service, as I tried to keep awake, I always brought to mind
the pleasant places into which I had been led, and joined with the
minister in a sincere prayer to the God who was leading me.
But one night I went home, and, as I neared the house, I heard
hysterical screams and ran as fast as I could, knowing full well what
I should see. My aunt was squirming on the floor, her hair undone,
and her hat entangled in it. She had on her best dress. Her face was
convulsive with hate, with intense insanity. She was shrieking: “Oh,
he’s killing me, killing me! Help! Murder!” I ran to her, caught the
sickening odor of whisky from her lips and on examination found that
there was a gash on her cheek. Then I stood up and looked around.
Uncle, breathing heavily, sat at the other end of the table, before an
untasted supper. His face was very stern and troubled.
“What have you done?” I shouted. “You’ve been hitting her, you coward!”
“I had to--to protect myself,” he muttered. Then he showed me his face.
The blood was dropping down when he took his handkerchief from it, and
there was a gash in his temple.
“She threw a saucer square at me,” he explained, in a low voice. “She
had a table knife, and she’s stronger than I am, so I just had to smash
her with that,” and he pointed to a stick of wood. “It saved her from
murder, Al. I’m going away. It will maybe bring her round. If I stayed,
she’d raise all sorts of rows and maybe get me to drinking again. She’s
been out to that rum shop. I found her, when I got home, dressed as she
is, trying to warm a can of soup in the frying-pan. She tried to say
she hadn’t been drinking, and then we had the row, lad. Get her to bed,
if you can. Get her out of the way, because when she sees me she’s sure
to begin it all over. I can’t stop here, can I?”
“No, get away,” I said; “we’ve had rows enough. Send us some, money
when you get work, and it’ll be all right. Come and see us, if you get
a good place. We might move away from here.”
He packed his bundle, and went to the city on the next trolley-car, and
left me alone to fight the matter through. I was earning four and a
half dollars a week, and knew that we would have to fight hard if uncle
did not send us any money. After I had placed my aunt in bed and left
her to manage as best she could, knowing that her sobs would die down
and a deep sleep ensue, I went out on the front step and sat down to
think matters over.