Through the school: The experiences of a mill boy in securing an education
John Stuart Mill · en
On the return to the Seminary, to enter upon my senior year, the first
men I missed were Burner and Tucker, who had graduated the previous
summer. Burner wrote me a very interesting letter from the precincts of
a prominent New England university to the effect that he was a member
of the junior class of that institution, that on Sundays he preached
in a very delightful country town; that he was having a rich feast in
college fare; the courses in animal psychology, metaphysics, especially
in relation to the fundamentals of faith, holding the fullest
fascination for him. Tucker, able at last to do a preacher’s work, not
only to his own personal taste, but also to the gratification of his
parish, was giving himself, sacrificially, to the work of dignifying
the life of the people who had called him. He wrote me that he felt
his special work in life to have two phases to it: that he should
remain unmarried in order that, like a monk, he could do God’s work
with singleness of purpose, and that he should go only to struggling,
discouraged parishes where the small salaries and the hardships formed
a sufficient missionary challenge: parishes in which he should labor
until they were transformed and able finally to pay a salary on which
a permanent, married man could settle among them and give them the
fullest, freest service.
“I am setting myself,” concluded Tucker, “to be a mortgage-lifter,
parsonage-getter, and salary-raiser for other ministers who are to
follow me!”
The parish to which I ministered during my last year in the Seminary,
and in which I planned to settle immediately upon graduation, was in a
seaport town of a quaint type: buried back in the rugged coast lines
of the Atlantic. The Embargo Act had been like the chilling breath
of petrification on the East Indiamen, the Ceylon traders, the China
brigs, and the many other ships which had gone out from its port. The
wharves to which of old time these sea-rovers had been tied when in
port had rotted until, in my day, the water-front was outlined by their
black, damp, soggy ruins. Here and there, outside the precincts of the
town, half buried among young saplings and deep grasses, could be seen
the piles and planks of a once stout wharf. In the village itself,
almost everything pointed, with an index finger, to the past as the
scene of the town’s glory. The hotel in which I stayed, in stage-coach
days had been a tavern, and from the porch of it the landlord, wearer
of a blue military coat with brass buttons, had fed the wild birds
and pigeons. The house had an office-boy who was seventy odd years
old, a man whose clothes and speech were tinctured with reminiscences
of the sea and the past glory of the village. As one tipped back in
one of the hundred-year-old chairs, which were whittled, by loungers’
pocket knives, to skeletons of rungs and seats, one saw slow-pacing
oxen, nodding their heads in two-four metronomic time, pulling loads