Through the school: The experiences of a mill boy in securing an education
John Stuart Mill · en
“And you’re to have the hard end of the business,” I replied, “staying
in this house alone and keeping an eye on the parish. Not much of a
honeymoon to that through the long, winter days, while I am in the
swirl of college events, with all the fellowship one can desire.”
“But there’ll be holidays and Saturdays at home, for you,” she
answered. “I shall see you once a week at least, for you will have to
preach here every Sunday. We’re working together, now,” she added,
quietly. “If there’s any suffering, any hardship, any self-denial
involved, I am willing to undergo it, else I would not have married
you!”
In her voice ran an undertone of tragic feeling and for the first
time I began dimly to realize, in the midst of my own opportunity for
a college education, that in this little home, back over the hills,
my wife would be waiting, and waiting, through the long hours of the
day and night, for the two years’ study to be at an end: the study
which would break up our home and separate us during the first days of
our married life. I vowed then to give it all up: to plunge into the
pastoral work: to send word to the college dean that he must not expect
me.
“No, not that: not that!” protested my wife. “It is your chance, take
it!”
As I descended from my pulpit the following Sunday morning, I was
introduced to a quiet youth who was recommended to me as a Senior in
the college. That afternoon my new acquaintance came down to the
parsonage and willingly permitted me, in my curiosity, to question
him concerning the traditions, the customs, and the personnel of the
college. I asked him some very trivial and laughable questions, I
remember, because, at the time, I had some very curious and perhaps too
exalted notions concerning colleges, especially colleges of the high
standard of the one in which I had just matriculated and to which I was
to journey on the morrow.
After our conversation, the Senior promised to call for me next day and
escort me to the college: a proffer which I was glad to accept.
That September Monday morning was a very pleasant one in the Northern
country. The maple groves on the hill slopes made one think that God
had let fall his color pots, for the leaves of the trees flamed with
reds, with yellows, and with blacks. The mail wagon drove up to the
parsonage door and collected myself, the Senior, and my trunk. My wife
stood at the door telling me not to forget this and that, with true
motherly solicitude. Then, with a dash through the dust, the wagon
wheeled us on our way across the river to the train that should carry
us to within four miles of college.
The Senior said, as we changed at a junction,
“The train that will get us to college does not go for some hours. Are
you fit for a four-mile walk? We can eat lunch on the way. I have some
in my suit-case.”
I agreed that I was ready for the walk, so we left the town precincts
by walking through a lumber yard.