“It air seldom, young sirs,” said he, “that I am called on to experience
a sensation sich as that which this moment swells this aged boosom; an
I feel that this is one of the most mournful moments of my checkered
career. Thar’s a sadness, an a depression, an a melancholy, sich as
I’ve seldom knowed afore. Tain’t altogether the loss of the friend of
my youth. That air passed and gone--‘tis o’er. I’ve met that grief an
surmounted him. But it was a sore struggle, and the aged Corbet ain’t
the man he once was. Consequently, I’m onmanned; I’m all took aback.
It’s this here separation, boys dear, comin as it doos, hard an fast on
the heels of the great calamity of the loved and lost Antelope. But
it’s got to be.”--He paused and sighed heavily. “Yes,” he continued,
pensively, “it’s got to be. You ain’t my sons; you’ve got parients
an gardens that’s anxious about you an wants to see you, and no doubt
hain’t got that confidence in me which they might have in some. But go
you, boys dear, and tell all them parients an gardens that there ain’t a
pang, an there ain’t a emotion, an there ain’t a anxiety, an there ain’t
a grief that they’ve ever had for any of you that I haven’t had for
every one of you. Tell them that there ain’t a tear that they’ve shed
over you, but I’ve shed too: an there ain’t a sigh they’ve heaved what
I haven’t heaved, and ain’t a groan they’ve groaned that I ain’t groaned
too. Tell them that Corbet, with all his faults, loves you still, an
that if you run into dangers and trials, thar wan’t a moment when he
wouldn’t hev shed his heart’s blood to get you off safe and clear. Don’t
let em run away with the idee that I’m a stony-hearted monster that’s
ben a endangerin of your lives in divers places. I’m ready to be blamed
for carless-ness an ignorance, boys dear, but not for lack of affection.
You know it, an I know that you know it, an what I want is for you all
to make them know it too. For, boys dear, I’m a father, an I know a
father’s heart, an I wouldn’t have the heart of any father made bitter
against me.”
How long the venerable navigator would have gone on talking, it is
impossible to say; indeed, it seemed now as if, after his long silence,
his tongue, having once found voice, had become endowed with perpetual
motion, and was ready to wag forever. But Bennie Grigg put on a stopper,
and abruptly interrupted.
“All right, all right, my hearty,” said he; “I’ll engage that they’ll do
all that; but thar ain’t no time to lose; so tumble in, boys, tumble in,
and let’s get off so as to round the pint an take the flood tide as it
runs up.”