John McIntyre's heart swelled. Well he understood the feeling that
prompted Peter's act, for there was in his own homesick soul a longing
to do the same, to plunge through the sea of loss and disappointment
and go back to his denied Master. For this man's long night of storm
and stress and fruitless toil was almost over, too. All unknown to
himself, he had been slowly nearing the shore. The companionship and
artless devotion of the boy--his enemy's child, but his now by all the
rights of love--the kindness of the village folk in spite of rebuffs,
the young doctor's care, and, above all, the tender message of the Book
he had been constrained to read, had combined to guide him to the
harbor. Yes, he was nearing the shore, and though he had not yet been
able to discern Him through the night mists, there stood One waiting
for him just behind the dawn.
Long into the night he sat, filled with a feeling of expectancy. He
was half-consciously waiting for something, he knew not what.
Supposing that same One had been watching for him to return, all this
weary time of sorrow and rebellion? The thought made his breath come
quicker. Could it be possible? Could it be that the same Man who
stood that morning on the shore of Galilee was waiting for even
him--waiting with no rebuke for the curses and the denial, but only
with outstretched, crucified hands, and the tender question He had put
to that other faithless disciple, "Lovest thou me?"
A tear slipped down John McIntyre's hollow cheek, the first tear he had
shed since he and Mary had laid their last baby in its little grave.
It fell upon his toil-hardened hand unnoticed, for a resolution was
forming in his heart. He arose, stumbled hurriedly indoors, and lit
his lamp. He must look once more into that Book. He must find out at
once if this wonderful thing could be true, if life and happiness might
still be his. With trembling hands he took up the Bible, as though it
held for him a sentence of life or death, and turned over the leaves in
a groping way. His movements were like those of a man in darkness,
fumbling for a door that he hopes will lead him out into light and
freedom. He stopped and gazed at the open page with a great wonder in
his eyes. Perhaps he had been searching haphazard, or perhaps, under
Divine guidance, his fingers, so long familiar with those pages, had
gone unerringly to that marvelous story of the Fatherhood of God. For
this was the message:
"_And while he was yet a great way off his Father saw him and had
compassion, and ran and fell on his neck and kissed him._"