There was a great deal more sense in Christmas than I had at first
supposed, and, as I progressed with my work, I saw that what he meant
was very near what Edmund and his father had been at, namely, that
men and women, if only they set about it the right way, can find in
each other the interest, amusement, and imaginative zest to dispel the
boredom which is alone responsible for social calamities. His appeal
had been to men, but he had only reached the ears of women, and they
had hopelessly misunderstood him. They had expected him to have a new
message and had taken his old wisdom for novelty by identifying it with
his personality. He had not taken the precaution to placate the men
of genius of his time. Without a marketable reputation they could not
recognise him. They refused to acknowledge him and drove him into the
strange courses which made him seem to the nerve-ridden women of the
country new, fresh, and Heaven-sent. Certainly he had genius, as my
professional men of genius had it not, and it came into too direct a
contact with the public mind. The smouldering indignation of ages burst
into flame. More and more as I worked I was filled with respect for
this idealist and with pity for the human beings who had followed him
to their undoing. His insight was remarkable, and I made a collection
of his works to take back with me to America, if I should ever go there.
I stayed in the Suburb of Genius for a couple of years, very pleased
to be away from the women, and among people many of whom were amusing.
There were painters and sculptors, who spent their time making
Christmas portraits and effigies, cursing like sailors as they worked.
Very good company some of these men, and most ingenious in their shifts
and devices to dodge the rules and regulations with which they were
hemmed in. Some of them had smuggled women into their houses and lived
in a very charming domesticity. I envied them and was filled with
longing for my home.
One day as I was at my work I came on an unpublished manuscript of
Christmas. It contained a poem which I liked and a saying which fired
me. This was the poem:
“The woman’s spirit kindles man’s desire,
And both are burned up by a quenchless fire.
Let but the woman set her spirit free,
Then it is man’s unto eternity.
It is a world within his hands, and there
They two may dwell encircled in a square.”
I could never quite make sense of it, but it seized my imagination as
nonsense sometimes will, and prepared it for the convulsion which was
to happen.
This was the saying:
“There will come one after me who shall build where I have destroyed,
and he shall capture the flame wherewith I have burned away the dying
thoughts of men.”