By this time I was rather exhausted, and I cannot remember more than
a matron in a dark silk dress with a very gentle, pretty face bending
over me and asking me if I was comfortable, and my replying in a
voice that was little above a whisper that it was good to be in bed.
I think she said, too, something to the nurse about "not putting him
to bed like that." I had been in the same clothes for a fortnight and
they were very muddy, and I remember having my breeches cut off and
being helped into a flannel night-shirt. I woke later to find a nurse
beside me with a basin of water. "Would you like to wash?" she asked.
I gazed at her apathetically. "Come on then, I'll do it for you," she
said kindly. She dipped a piece of flannel in the basin and rubbed it
gently over my face. Then she took one of my hands and rubbed that;
then streaks of white appeared down my fingers as the caked mud was
cleared. "There, I think that is all we'll do for the present," she
said, and feeling beautifully clean--though in reality with ten days'
beard and looking perfectly filthy--I lay back on the pillow.
After tea I sat up, accepted a cigarette from my neighbour, and took
stock of the rest of the ward.
In the bed on my right was a man with a bandaged head; he had an
orderly beside him and was dictating a letter. He was evidently feeling
very weak, for he spoke with an obvious effort. The letter was about
some lost baggage, and dictated with the utmost precision and detail.
He ended by saying, "Signed James Brown, Captain and Adjutant"; and
I couldn't help smiling, for it was so like an Adjutant to dictate a
precise letter about some lost baggage, but it seemed so funny for him,
weakened by his wounds as he was, to be lying there in bed doing it,
and I felt sure it was more from force of habit than anything else.
At eight o'clock the day-sister made a round of the wards with the
night-sister, handing over her patients till the next day. The
night-sister was followed by a sort of understudy who, I remember,
was tall and thin with rather a long nose. This understudy, who was
referred to as "nurse" by the other two, was, I gathered, a sort of
probationer, and not allowed to take much responsibility on herself.
By ten the ward was in darkness except for one green-shaded light, and
I think I must have dozed a little, for I remember looking up suddenly
to see the night-sister's understudy standing at the foot of my bed
and gazing at me with a puzzled expression. Seeing me open my eyes she
stretched out her arm and pulled towards her a glass-topped table with
a bowl of dressings on it. Then she studied me again. I was still half
asleep and watched her with half-closed eyes.
"Is it your _feet_?" she asked.
I nodded.