succumbed to his ascendancy, and, renouncing the religion of humanity,
carried her fervour to the cult of art. But always she exercised and
lavished her active goodness: Herzen died; he left two children, whom
Fräulein von Meysenbug adopted, thus taking upon herself the anxiety of
a double maternity. Friedrich Nietzsche had known these young girls
and often admired the tenderness of their friend, her free and sane
self-sacrifice: he had not known of what life of entire devotion this
devotion was the flower.
He was encouraged by this book: Fräulein von Meysenbug reconciled him
to life. Again he found his confidence and health. "My health," he
wrote to Gersdorff, "is allied to my hopes. I am well when I hope."
He left his _pension_ and went to spend some days in Geneva. There he
discovered a friend, the musician Senger; he made the acquaintance
of a few Frenchmen, exiled communards, and liked talking to them.
He esteemed these fanatics with the square skulls, so prompt to
self-sacrifice. It appears that he flirted with two "exquisite"
Russians. Then he returned to Basle, and his first letter was sent to
Fräulein von Meysenbug.
"BASLE, _Good Friday, April_ 14, 1876.
"DEAR FRÄULEIN,--Four days or so back, finding myself alone on the
shores of the Lake of Geneva, I spent a whole Sunday quite near you,
from the earliest hour till the moon-bathed night. I have read you
through and through, with a revived interest at every page, and I
kept on repeating that never had I passed so blessed a Sunday. You
have given me an impression of purity and love which will never leave
me; and Nature, the day on which I read you, seemed to reflect this
impression. You were before me as a superior form of my being, a very
superior form; and which yet did not humiliate but encouraged me: thus
you crossed my thoughts, and, measuring my life with yours, I am more
easily able to feel what I lacked--so much! I thank you much more than
I would do for a book.