The publisher read the manuscript, but understood it ill; he displayed
no enthusiasm. In April, Nietzsche, still at Genoa, was still waiting
for his proofs. He had hoped to surprise his friends by despatching an
unexpected piece of work, and had said nothing to anyone, Peter Gast
excepted. At last he renounced the pleasure of having a secret. "Good
news!" he wrote to his sister. "A new book, a big book, a decisive
book! I cannot think of it without a lively emotion...." In May, he
rejoined Peter Gast in a village of Venetia, Recoaro, at the foot of
the Alps. His impatience grew every day. The delays of his publisher
prevented him from clearing up the new thoughts which already pressed
hard on him.
_The Dawn of Day_--this was the title which he finally
selected--appeared at the most unfavourable time of the year, in July.
[1] Lit. torchlike.
[2] This is an evangelical reminiscence, thinks Peter Gast. Scriptural
suggestions are frequent in the language and thought of Nietzsche.
[3] _The Dawn of Day,_ cxiv. This book, published in June, 1881, gives
very reliable autobiographical indications on the period here studied.
[4] _The Dawn of Day,_ p. 301. This passage is taken from Miss Johanna
Volz's translation. London: T. Fisher Unwin.
CHAPTER VI
THE LABOUR OF ZARATHUSTRA
I
_The Conception of the Eternal Return_
Friedrich Nietzsche regarded _The Dawn of Day_ as the exercise of a
convalescent who amuses himself with desires and ideas, and finds in
each a malicious or a delightful pleasure. It had been a game which
must have an end. I must now choose from among these half-perceived
ideas, he thought, I must lay hold of one, express it in its full
force, and close my years of retreat and hesitation. "In times of
peace," he had written, "the man of warlike instinct turns against
himself." Hardly done with his combats, he sought a new occasion for
battle.
He had remained, up to mid-July, in Venetia, on the lower slopes of
the Italian Alps. He had to seek a cooler refuge. He had not forgotten
those high Alpine valleys which had given him, two years earlier, in
his ill-health a respite and a rapid joy. He went up towards them and
installed himself in a rustic fashion in the Engadine, at Sils-Maria.
He had, for one franc a day, a room in a peasant house; a neighbouring
inn furnished him with his meals. Passers by were rare, and Nietzsche,
when he found himself in talkative humour, used to visit the curé
or the schoolmaster. These good people always remembered this very
singular German professor who was so learned, so modest, and so good.