The intemperate weather had tried him; he lost his exaltation, and a
long period of depression set in. He constantly thought of the Eternal
Return, but now, having lost courage, he only felt a horror of it. "I
have lived again through the days at Basle," he wrote to Peter Gast.
"Over my shoulder death looks at me." His complaints are brief; a word
is enough to let us divine the abysses. Thrice, during these weeks of
September and October, he was tempted to suicide. "Whence came this
temptation? It was not that he wished to avoid suffering; he was brave.
Did he then wish to prevent the ruin of his intellect? This second
hypothesis is perhaps the true one.
He stopped at Genoa. The damp winds and the lowering skies of the
capricious autumn continued to try him. He bore impatiently with the
absence of light. A melancholy of another kind complicated his trouble:
_The Dawn of Day_ had had no success. The critics had ignored the work,
his friends had read it with difficulty; Jacob Burckhardt had expressed
a polite but prudent judgment. "Certain parts of your book," he wrote,
"I read like an old man, with a feeling of vertigo." Erwin Rohde, the
dearest, the most esteemed, had not acknowledged the receipt of the
book. Friedrich Nietzsche wrote to him from Genoa on October 21st:
"DEAR OLD FRIEND,--No doubt some embarrassment delays you. I pray you,
in all sincerity, not to write! There will be no change in our mutual
sentiments; I cannot bear to think that in sending a book to a friend I
exercise upon him a sort of pressure. What matters a book! What I have
still to do matters more--or why should I live? The moment is bitter, I
suffer much. Cordially your "F. N."
Erwin Rohde did not answer even this letter. How explain the want of
success of _The Dawn?_ Doubtless it is a very old story, the constant,
the universal, the irremediable misadventure of the unrecognised
genius because he is a genius, a novelty, a surprise, and a scandal.
Nevertheless we may, perhaps, grasp some definite reasons. Nietzsche,
since he had withdrawn from the Wagnerian circle, had no more friends;
and a group of friends is the most indispensable intermediary between
a great mind which is trying its skill and the mass of the public. He
is alone before unknown readers, who are disconcerted by his incessant
variations. He hopes that the lively form of his work will capture
and conquer them. But even the form is unfavourable. No book has so
difficult an address as a collection of aphorisms and brief thoughts.
The reader must give all his attention to every page and decipher an
enigma; lassitude comes quickly. Besides, it is probable that a German
public, with little feeling for the art of prose, unskilful in grasping
its features, accustomed to slow and sustained effort, was ill-prepared
to understand this unforeseen work.