Yet I had one cause of regret throughout the whole: it was, that any
other than my Eloisa should form sounds that were capable of giving me
pleasure, and to hear the most tender expressions of love from the
mouth of a wretched eunuch. O my lovely Eloisa! can there be any kind
of sensibility that belongs not to us? Who is there that can feel and
express better than we, all that can possibly be exprest or felt by a
soul melting into tenderness and love? Where are those who in softer
and more pathetic accents could pronounce the _Cor mio_, the _Idolo
amato_? Ah! what energy would our hearts add to the expression, if
together we should ever sing one of those charming duets which draw
such delicious tears from one’s eyes! I conjure you to taste this
Italian music as soon as possible, either at home or with your cousin.
Lord B---- will order his people to attend when and where you shall
think proper. With your exquisite sensibility, and more knowledge than
I had of the Italian declamation, one single essay will raise you to a
degree of enthusiasm at least equal to mine. Let me also persuade you
to take a few lessons of this virtuoso: I have begun with him this
morning. His manner of instruction is simple, clear, and consists more
in example than precept. I already perceive that the principal
requisite is to feel and mark the _time_, to observe the proper
emphasis, and instead of swelling every note, to sustain an equality
of tone; in short to refine the voice from all that French bellowing,
that it may become more just, expressive and flexible. Yours, which is
naturally so soft and sweet will be easily reformed, and your
sensibility will soon instruct you in that vivacity and expression,
which is the soul of Italian music.
_E ’l cantar che nell’ animo si sente._
Leave then, for ever leave, that tedious and lamentable French sing-
song, which bears more resemblance to the cries of the cholic than the
transports of the passion; and learn to breathe those divine sounds
inspired by sensation, which only are worthy of your voice, worthy of
your heart, and which never fail to charm and fire the soul.
Letter XLIX. From Eloisa.
You know, my dear friend, that I write to you by stealth, and in
continual apprehension of a surprize. Therefore, as it is impossible
for me to write long letters, I must confine myself to those parts of
yours which more especially require answering, or to supply what was
left unsaid in our conversations, which, alas, are no less clandestine
than our interchange of letters: at least I shall observe this method
to day; your mentioning Lord B---- will make me neglect the rest.