Look into yourself, therefore, and consider whether it be permitted
you to make a deliberate attempt on the life of a man, and expose
yours to satisfy a barbarous and fatal notion, which has no foundation
in reason or nature. Consider whether the sad reflection of the blood
spilt on such occasions can cease to cry out for vengeance on him who
has spilt it. Do you know any crime equal to wilful murder? If
humanity also be the basis of every virtue, what must be thought of
the man, whose blood-thirsty and depraved disposition prompts him to
seek the life of his fellow-creature? Do you remember what you have
yourself said to me, against entering into foreign service? Have you
forgot that a good citizen owes his life to his country, and has not a
right to dispose of it, without the permission of its laws, and much
less in direct opposition to them? O my friend, if you have a sincere
regard for virtue, learn to pursue it in its own way, and not in the
ways of the world. I will own some slight inconvenience may arise from
it; but is the word virtue no more to you than an empty sound? and
will you practise it only when it costs you no trouble? I will ask,
however, in what will such inconvenience consist? In the whispers of a
set of idle or wicked people, who seek only to amuse themselves with
the misfortunes of others, and to have always some new tale to
propagate. A pretty motive, truly, to engage men to cut each other’s
throats! If the philosopher and man of sense regulate their behaviour,
on the most important occasions of life, by the idle talk of the
multitude, to what purpose is all their parade of study, if they are
at last no better than the vulgar? Dare you not sacrifice your
resentment to duty, to esteem, to friendship, for fear it should be
said you are afraid of death? Weigh well these circumstances, my good
friend, and I am convinced you will find more cowardice in the fear of
that reproach than in the fear of death. The braggard, the coward,
would, at all hazards, pass for brave men.
_Ma verace valor, ben che negletto,
E’ di se stesso a fe freggio assai chiaro._
He, who affects to meet death without fear, is a liar. All men fear to
die; it is a law with all sensible Beings, without which every species
of mortals would soon be destroyed. This fear is the simple emotion of
nature, and that not in itself indifferent, but just and conformable
to the order of things. All that renders it shameful, or blameable,
is, that it may sometimes prevent us from well doing, and the proper
discharge of our duty. If cowardice were to no obstacle to virtue, it
would never be vicious. Whoever is more attached to life than his
duty, I own, cannot be truly virtuous; but can you, who pique yourself
on your judgment, explain to me what sort of merit there is in braving
death in order to be guilty of a crime?